Thank you so much for your comforting words, and you are right my friend ,I do know deep down what has to be done for the sake of my beautiful boy, I just need a few days to talk to him and tell him how much I love him and I will be okay as I know he needs to leave, ..... I suppose I was just so scared I may not do the right thing by him....and I was fighting with my emotions to keep him with me.....I get so confused with this, he seems to still love his walks and his food, but then the rest of the time I feel he's so depressed and sick of daily injections and irritation of his ongoing eye problem....
once again, thank you!...I'm truly grateful to you.