Wow Everyone....I Thought It Was Just Me !! (Ann1954/Sable31/Hadiel/Stella)..I can relate with all of you...I can see eye to eye with each of you...and can say that i too know how hard the road has been...how much suffering and sadness I've had...the amount of loss I've felt...and its like I keep walking in this perpetual circle. It all began around Sept.2007 and just like all of you .... it continues....I thought this year would get better...I really made so many great strides over this past year. It took a lot of internal reflection and discovery but I felt that I was getting myself above the water..slowly but surely. Yeah there were still bumps and setbacks a long the way....but it was a far cry from where I had been in the beginning of Jan.'08 up until July/Aug '08. Then "Bang"...just when I thought I began to finally see the light....It "Blindsided" me...It has quite honestly taken my breath away....diminished my spirit....has made me feel like I am not deserving of a break....of a moment in peace...."NOTHING" !! I'm at my wits end at this point....and just trying to salvage the little dignity I have left in myself....it really is quite alarming...cause I have looked and worked...and confronted myself in so many ways...but no matter what work I do and what I may accomplish....it comes back to me feeling that it wasn't ever right..(I don't really know how to put into words the feeling it makes me feel) !! So I like all of you....most certainly "Look Forward To Brighter Days Ahead" !!
(Donna95747) thanks for your research and insight into - Saturn in Virgo - ....you mentioned that Native Virgo's would be going through a much more difficult time...& because of your insight.....I can see now...why my days feel numbered at times...lol...(have to have humor even in hard times) b/c my SUN - MOON - & SATURN are (ALL IN VIRGO) !!! Anyway...thanks everyone for sharing your stories.....they all have been most helpful to me and I am glad that I have others that can actually relate to and understand what I have been feeling and going through..!! I wish all of you Love & Clarity and many Thanks !!