somewhere along the way, you have to find yourself- you know what i mean- as in you are NOT angry, mean, etc. You REACT to circumstances which admittedly have been drastic. Can you get your willpower to emerge whole again, and not substance abuse just for kicks everytime life gives a blow? cause, all seen and done, YOU ARE STILL TOOOOOO< TOOOOO PRECIOUS ,and everytime you change tracks to bring sanity to your life, actually this is what you seek. So, why give it up for people who dont care for a longer run ? if you want to be sweet be so without the fear that the next time he may down you ! C'mon, life's too short for squabbles.

Sorry, it sounds preachy, thats not what i want- believe in yourself- listen to music, dance, sculpt, travel small, - do something to get you out of your home! ! Take a grip, you cant commit the same mistake again,