I am a female gemini and i can honestly say that life is difficult. My feelings are all over the place and i find it hard to cope with as one minute im up and the next im down. I can't stop thinking and it becomes so very tiring both emotionally and it's physically draining, i think even when i think im not thinking. I find it hard making decisions because my mind flips from one decision and outcome to the next. I dont know how i feel most of the time and so i crawl into the depths of my mind to determine the answer which often confuses me more. People think im difficult and complex but what can i do??? I am very sensitive, too sensitive and my perception of others thoughts and feelings is sometimes way too scary for me to handle. I love talking but find it difficult to reveal the true me and maybe thats because i feel there are so many me's and i'm never quite sure which one im going to be from day to day.
I do however love being so free spirited, i just cant stay still and i dont know the meaning of conventional relaxation. My way of relaxing is actually going on 6 hour walks or 5 mile runs it's the only thing that stops me from thinking. I love the outdoors and nature they bring me inner peace and calm. I dont want to think im going to be like this for the rest of my life as i find it hard to concentrate on any one thing as there is so much traffic within my head. The highs are high and the lows are low, it's all about balance which i just cant seem to find.