FunSag I am a Sag, with Virgo Moon and Pisces rising...I to have had a lot of confusion and inner battles. The fun loving freedom sag wants to play, have fun, travel, and searches for excitemtent and to heck with everything else...while the analytical Virgo looks to keep me grounded, have a place and a plan for everthing and the pisces rising feeds into the emotions and my intuition. It took me quite a few years to learn tact (majorly important for relationships with anyone) It also took me a long time to just embrace all the facets of myself... I find that meditation does help some but for me I find that faster paced activities work better.. Sometimes I take a cardio kickboxing class, or Zumba (arobic/latin dancing combo), go out dancing with the girls, or maybe just go for a hike at the local state park where I can have space, physical activity and a nice scenic view to clear my head... Other times reading is a good outlet because it focuses your mind on something else for a time and lets your inner conflict take a rest sometimes you just have to get out of your own head!!! I wish you well with finding what works for you!