Just wondering what you decided and whether the cards are working out as your spread indicated?
The coach was supposed to help me sort my love life out. But she made it worse. If I had not hired her I'd have left him to think and sort himself out, given him space.... Then he would have come back. By doing what I did I lost my dignity and self respect and as I'd just finished another bout of study I wasn't working so my focus was on him too - had more time on my hands you see - wrong too.
Feel like I fell off the pedestal of the desirable woman full of energy he first met and changed.
I think he is slightly insane hence why he needed that space in the first place.
Maybe you should try painting on canvas, so they sell?
Yes apologies I made a typo. Glad you're taking notice now! I'm a Virgo sun.
The reason I'm beating myself up, going through that beating up phase, is because when I hadn't heard from him for one week I hire a relationship coach and then she said "we'll it isn't much of a relationship if you've not heard from him for one week" so I finished with him the next day, on the phone. Later that day regretted it. Took me five weeks to get him back. Chasing. Sadness. The whole lot. But the second time round he wasn't quite the same.
So that's why I beat myself up. As it wasn't me. I was getting advice. And tonight socially a lawyer said to me: don't let anyone try to take control of your life only you know the best way."
So it wasn't me. I was living the last few months taking lots of advice. THAT is my regret. I'm
Working out what exactly she did help me with, which parts, or whether I was a fool altogether. I will need to look at diary and see. It's a big thing to me. Did I lose the one over it. Or did I keep him longer cos of her advice. Still working it out.
I can't help but the need to analyse it. And I will. I need to.
So you've not exactly rubbish at love if you e been married twenty Years.... Jeeeeez. Sorry it's not worked out for now and you're hurting. Let me arrange an email address tomorrow.
I miss him.
How long you been doing cards? Why don't you charge for it , at home readings?
Yes please don't make card spreads up with me. That's be not a very nice thing to do. I'm pretty serious but kind hearted person
Very quick one, loved the painting, nice mix of colours too, can't believe you paint everyday, that's amazing, truly. You must be totally mentally balanced, or getting there with all these creative energy.
You never mentioned if you knew the girl before you kissed her? I am intrigued. How long ago did you two part on the 'physical' side?
You, he and I very similar as follows:
You: Capricorn sun, scorpio moon.
Me: Capricorn moon, scorpio rising, virgo moon
He: Scorpio moon, virgo rising, aries sun
Yes that blend meant the physical aspect really was wow, blown away, best ever, so lovely. Ahhhhhh
Going for a drive to the countryside now. Thinking of moving there. Will write more soon.
Seems you think he is going to contact me again then. I am not going to respond straight away.
I will leave it. See if he tries again, and again....that's what I've decided. Yesterday.
These posts of ours can not be deleted can they? Can you set it so you get an email when a post arrives? I wonder if emailing is better - you know, you could make up an email address firstname.lastname@example.org and I could do email@example.com or something...just a thought....I'd hate to become famous with all this on here....haha
Astra, Astra, Astra!
A-N-OTHER similarity of him and you - HIS moon is in Scorpio too!!! Sun and venus in Aries and his rising sign is Virgo. I can't believe you two both have the same moon in scorchio, as I like to call it. My rising sign is scorchio. I like earth and fire signs best I think....though sometimes water. I am not really into air signs unless it's Aquarians.
What I meant about your girl was, not before you got physical how long was it, as in, how long did you know her before you first kissed as in was she first a friend or assocaite or something? In the same group?
I am getting to grips with the healing now and have been looking online at 'no contact' and how staying in touch makes it easier for them to get over you gently - e..g if you stop smoking straight away in one day you often go back, so it's best to cut ties altogether. (as in him coming back to me). Cut ties for a while, completely, not forever of course or you'll lose them!
But yes, now is good as I'm really thinking, feeling, thinking yes, thinking no, thinking this, feeling that, working now again with more work next week, sorting myself out.
This no contact is last chance saloon for me. I don't wanna see him now. Not sure when I will. But I don't want to be second fiddle friend and I don't want to be around him if he is not filling my heart but being with him ends up leaving my heart even more empty. Best to stay away, to do what I'm doing, to dream and keep things as they are. Until nothing happens at all, or he calls and is like: "I've missed you, and I think about you so much that must mean I love you." Something like that haha.
So what's the longest relationship you've had when you say you've not sorted out your love life?
Funny how he's the heirophant and I'm the page! You think he's more spiritual than me that's why? Do you just like draw cards or do cards have a place and an order - like past, present and future?
I read three of your past predictions on old posts of yours....there are too many to go through! But it would be very interesting, don't you think, if all your old readers came back to you and let you know whether your readings came true, and the timings, and whether your readings are getting more accurate, or less accurate or staying the same. No?
It must take you ages writing the text on the photo of the spread?