shouldve listened. too headstrong. live and learn.
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Yo, I've been having dreams that're strange because theyre so detailed. I'd like to know if anyone would be able to better interpret them.
The first dream, I'm in a grocery store with my gf and Im riding in the front part of the shopping cart. The cart has some groceries, and I'm very intent on finding Lime sherbert. I get so intent I pay more attention to the aisles of icecream. Once I realize there are many icecream aisles, and that each couple we pass is staring, I turn around to look at my gf, only to find a group member from a college project that didn't pan out. We get to an end of the store, and a short distance away are some acquaintances waiting specifically for me and my gf, while talking on a payphone. My old group member pushes me away and toward these acquaintes. I'm all of a sudden in control of myself and walking toward them on my cellphone, telling them I was right there in front of them, and calling the group member my gf's name while she just stood stationary. They shortly stopped talking on the payphone, realizing it was me.
The second dream, I'm in what I assume is a Checks cashing place, flirting with a woman I know to be married, pretending I'd like to be friends. She says to me, you know you can't flirt with me like this if we're going to be friends. I say I know, but then leave as she calls someone on her cell phone. As I get home to a house I grew up in, a car full of boys attempts a drive-by and continue down the street. Somehow, in the dream I assumed the husband called them in. I run to a house I used to visit of a friend, that nearly had his way with me at a younger age. I somehow got inside to the restroom through the side of the house, and there was an unclear girl in the tub. As I began talking with her, he came in and chased me with a cleaver. Well I ran out the other door and to a closet that just happened to not have a wall at the back, and lead to his backyard. I looked over to my side (I don't know which), and and saw two backyards that both had watchdogs. I took a bit thinking about how quick I had to be to not get bitten while running through both. I heard the boy with the cleaver from the first house coming closer to the closet, yelling trying to find me. I went for the first fence, quickly crossing the yard. The large dog barked, but didn't get up. The same happened when jumping the second yard's fences. I got to the house on the other side of the boy's house and fences, and it was an old acquaintances'. After knocking a couple of seconds, the mother opened the door just as the drive by car comes back down the street. I get to a phone and call the cops. Then I woke up.
Thanks to anyone who can help..
I am into enjoying and appreciating everyday we are given. I have felt for all of my lie that at least one of my past lives has a large influence over me as far as my passion and spirit. I have this connection or hold over people I come in contact with that isn't just charisma. What would be some of your suggestions on how to search for the past life that most influences me at present? I've only been able to find bits and pieces through my own meditation. Is gaining a clearer answer a matter of the level of meditation?
RE: Love Confusion
I am not a fire sign, yet an earth sign that relates to fire signs very closely, since we are so closely related. I chose to wait until I wasn't looking for love to get into this kind of thing, so I doubt it is a rebound relationship we've created. I think I know, but seeing as I'm so hesitant to admit what I feel at the moment, I just wish I knew when this time of hesitance will pass. I guess I just have to wait, just as I did to learn true forgiveness. Yes, the abusive people, not so much :). Anyways, I think it's just my colors as a Capricorn showing as to why I'm so impatient to find out when I'll be certain, as if I can really plan out a relationship. Oh me..
Hello to all. I hope everyone has created peace, and embraced it in your lives today.
Well, down to it shall we? I'm 21, and I've just gotten out of a physically, mentally/verbally abusive relationship. I've recently been able to act in forgiveness instead of just saying it. As soon as I was blessed to understand how do that, I was blessed to find someone new, and someone new found me.
I've smiled, laughed, and have had intimate (not sexual) moments with this person. I now am no longer interested in anyone else, and am currently having trouble keeping my feet on the ground when it comes to my feelings for this person. How can a young vigorous heart like mine, calm itself to keep from jumping the gun? I've taken space, and meditated many a night to help, but my mind plays with to love, or not to love, like a pendulum without an outside force to stop it..