Jjon,

Thank you so much for letting me have my reading here. I hope your situation will get better soon, I can feel your confusion of not knowing. May you be blessed with love, happiness and joy always.

Will include you too in my healing session.

Lots of love,

x xx

Dear Ms Sunny,

I am chocking back tears when I read this reply from you. My inner voice for this past 7 months been telling me almost the same thing. It was a big miscommunication issue between us and plus all the events that happened after that, made the matter worst.

You are right about him not able to be there for because of his work. Business were slow for him for the past 2 years and finally picked up beginning this year so he was putting all his time and energy into it. As our relationship were still new and fragile, he gave me the reason that he cannot commit himself right now, which leads to the break up. And then, the death of my brother, that added more hurt and pain in me and I was acting like a crazy moron! LOL....thinking back those days, I don't even know the person I was at that time. I was hitting rock bottom and I was acting weird. So, although J was being cold for not being there for me when I needed him the most (due to his workload), I feel bad for venting at him at that time. It was not his fault that events happened in my life and he cannot help it that work was taking all his time, I feel a little guilty now. But it is too late to do anything as we are not talking to one another anymore since Mercury retrograde. I am trying to let go but as I have said in my earlier message, something is holding me back.

I guess the "time out" for now is the best for us. He can focus on his work and I can focus on me mastering Reiki healings. Maybe we will be a better person when we meet again, which I hope we do, one day. If the meeting don't bring us together, at least it will bring both of us some closure. Right now, it is only pain and hurt that's what left from the friendship and relationship. Looking forward to that candle lit dinner and of course, be friends again :)!!

My brother was 29 when he passed, a father of 2 wonderful boys. He was a kidney patient but he passed away due to high fever. The last time I dreamed of him, he was wearing black and waving me goodbye, with a smile on his face. I was in a car, driving away and waving back at him.

Thank you for this beautiful reading Ms Sunny. I read somewhere that you just recovered from surgery. I hope everything is going well. I will be sending you healings.

Lots of love to you and family,

x x x

Hello all!!!

RS!!!

thanks for asking me to come over! Been a while since I was in Tarot. Am I in the right thread or which thread did you asked me to take a look at?

Lots of love to all of you!

x x x

Dear Ms Sunny,

Thank you for the quick reply and the willingness to give me a reading. I guess we can start here, if that is allright with JJon? (JJon - hope you don't mind and thank you in advance for letting me make use of this thread you started).

Ms Sunny, my questions are pretty similar to JJon

His initial: J (dob May 6,1976)We started a long distance relationship around this time, a year ago it was the best thing that happened to both of us in a long time. We were friends before that and at first I was doing everything I could to ignore him but somehow, something sparked between us and in short, relationship took over (which became one big mess later).There was alot of contact during the first few months of our friendship (which then, relationship), from his own effort. He was always there for me every time. If I didn't leave him a message for a day or two, he would find a way to contact me and ask if everything was okay on my side. We blended well in most matters and shared the same views in many aspects in life. We also had a great time together in Nov / Dec when I was over at his place. Beginning of this year, all of the sudden he became very distant and cold and many times, I got mad and talked to him about it. Weeks later, we broke up as he was not ready to be in a relationship but he hope that we will stay and be friends as he will definitely miss me if I chose to cut all ties. I was very hurt about the whole thing, then my brother passed away, I went straight into deep depression. I realize I was not a great person at that moment and although we stayed in contact, it was more disaster than comfort. He became impatient and I was becoming more angry at the world. (To be honest, I blame him for the break up and for not being there for me etc but I do realize now that I was also not making things easy for him either. I was acting like a moron after the break up and the death of my little brother.)

Mercury retrograde in May hit us and since then, we are barely in contact . There were 2-3 emails since but those were just quick meaningless notes, very cold to be exact. I have the feeling that he is back in dating world but he denied it when I asked him months ago. Ms. Sunny, I am done trying now but each time I want to let go and delete him totally out of my life, I have this pullback as if I don't want to be done with him at all. I communicate with angels during my daily Reiki healing sessions asking for guidance and there are times when signs are thrown at me, asking me to be patient and to hold on. I also send him daily emotional healings. I am stronger now and keep moving forward but he never leaves my mind for even a minute! I took him off many of my chat apps and networks but I still find myself checking them all the time, looking for some sort of contact. It is really sad to have lost this intense connection we once had and still dont know what really went wrong and the real reason for the break up. Was he just using me as a stepping stone? Did he really care about me then and maybe even now? Will I be hearing from him again or is this really over? I really long to see him again, maybe I need a closure from all this. I am loss.... I just need some understanding and answers to the situation, it would make it easier for me to find closure and move on rather than not knowing what to do. I am stuck.

Sorry, this is not supposed to be this long-winded. My birthday is Dec 11,1976. My initial is N.

Thanks in advance, Ms. Sunny.

Lots of love,

x x x

Dear barbara,

I am sorry you have to go through this. This must be emotionally tormenting for you as well.

I will give you healing session but I need to know your first name and location. If you have more info that you wish to let me know in private, you can try to send me an email. Not sure if this message will stay though. Big brother might be watching and might delete Hmm....I was born in 1976....my nickname here followed by my year of birth is my ID for Hot Mail. You can try to message me there. Hope this clue works.

Lots of love,

x x x

Dear sistas,

It's me! Back again. Not sure for how long but I am here now

Life's been hectic since a few months ago and I haven't been in this forum for a while.

I do have everyone in my mind every now and then and keep wishing everyone love, joy, peace and happiness.

I am missing so much in here! Looks like I am in need of some break from my "life" and take a sit in my garden, sipping margarita in between and enjoy reading back all the posts from everyone! I managed to glance through a little for now. I've missed Birthdays (Happy belated, Birthday, Icearia!), Best Wishes ( Wishing you much love in your new journey,Rooster) Condolences ( I am so sorry to hear about your friend, my prayers and thoughts are with you!)

I hope everyone is doing well. Sista Cactuss? Queenkath?

My life has been a wild roller coaster ride! I keep on having faith that things are getting better, little better than 7 months ago. I was a train wreck back then! Although I still need to see and witness the fruit of my labor, I believe the hard times are lessening now. Good time ahead, just a few more steps I have to take and I will get there. All the past experiences didn't break me or keep me from moving forward months ago, don't think they will now. I will do my best to keep on moving forward and reach for my dreams. Faith, faith, faith. Trust, trust, trust!!

It is 3.09am right now and my eyes are slowly closing on me. I keep on breaking the promise I make to myself ( that I would go to bed early on Friday and Saturday). Being a trader it is pretty tough for me to go to bed early during weekdays, when the market opens. Asian market starts at 11pm (Sydney) and 1am (Japan) my time. So I would normally stay awake and watch my charts till about 3-4 am. Oh well, this is the time for me to work as hard as I possibly can so no complains on lacking of sleep though. In a few years ( I hope), I can go to bed early every night and hope not alone!!!!

Sorry for making this post a short one. I just want to drop by to say Hello to everyone and to wish everyone well. I will come back again soon, save a place by the pond for me. Can't wait to sit on the rock, by the pond, drinking champagne and have my toes in the water! Sooonnnnn!!!

Hugs, Kisses to all!!

Lots of love,

x x x

Dear Ms Sunny,

I have been wanting to ask you for a reading since a month or two ago but didn't get to it. I wonder if you have time for a reading for me? If you do, I will start a new thread for it as I certainly do not wish to ambush JJon thread this way (sorry JJon).

Thank you in advance!

Lots of love,

x x x

Dear all,

I haven't been in this forum for a while. Life has been very hectic lately.

Now that I am here, I would like to offer Reiki distance healings to those who might need it. (Not sure if this is already offered by anyone else in here)

It can be a general healing session or if you have any specific situation that requires healing, do let me know. If it is for something physical, let me know which part of your body that needs healing. If it is for emotional healing, describe briefly the situation and if there is anyone else involved.

Note: This energy is not to harm anyone or any situation. Also, this is not a spell. Please do not ask me to return your lover or husband or wife back to you. I can only send healing energies to both of you and clear out the negative energies surrounding the relationship / problems / situations.

Allow the energy to work and most importantly, trust the Universe and be open to it. Problems are not created overnight, so do not expect an overnight recovery ( although it might happen!)

I will need your first name and location. Leave the infos here and I will let you know when I will be sending the healings. You don't need to do anything to receive it. Just be open to the healing energies I am sending out to you. You can say this ' I am open to receive the Reiki energy healings sent to me, what is for my highest good and the highest good of everyone else concerned."

You might feel the energy (if you are sensitive to it), you might also not feeling anything. Both ways, trust that the energy is working for you.

I will try to be here often and check the thread. If not, I am sure some of the members who frequent here will know where to find me

Lots of love,

x x x

Captain,

Can I butt in if I may? You know my history with Taurus!

Sally, I am not giving you reading as I am not a reader but I can give you an advice from personal experience.

Don't rush things, let things develop at its own phase and time. Taurus guy are very practical and very secure with their living situation and they are slow in making changes. They need time to adjust to new situations and relationship. They don't like to rush and don't like to be rush. Be impatient with them and they run so fast and it will take ages for you to catch up. They are loyal soul. If they like you, it will be hard for them not to like you unless you do things that go beyond their limit. They have tremendous amount of patience and don't make them lose it. Once they change their mind, it is hard to revert things back as it used to be.

All the best and lots of love,

x x x

Sorry Captain, just need to do this!

Dear Shuabby,

Funny, I haven't been in this forum for maybe a month or two and now when I decided to get in here, the first post I saw is yours, asking about Reiki.

I have been practicing and learning Reiki for a few months now and I can only relate to you about my own experience in Reiki. Others might have different experience from me I am sure of it as the energy flows and touches everyone in different ways / levels.

Not sure if you are asking about the general / basic Reiki or different types of Reiki but I will give you a little explanation about the general one - Usui Reiki.

This is the first Reiki that I am attuned to; Level 1 - Master. In fact, some of the Reiki system does require one to have master this Usui Reiki system, before learning the others. There are hundreds of Reiki system out there. Although the Usui Reiki covers the healings and the important facts of Reiki practice, other systems are created to target specific situations. Example I can give you; Money Reiki, Attraction Reiki, Akashic Records Reiki, Angel Initiation Reiki, Abundance / Prosperity Reiki, Sacred Flame Reiki etc etc.

During my 1st attunement (Usui Reiki level1) -

I felt the heat, tingling, coldness in my whole body during your distant attunement session. All these are normal. The attunement took about 30-40 minutes. When it was over, I felt a surge of energy inside me. It was 3am my time and I was very sleepy before the attunement but when it was over, I was wide awake till about 7am! I was not feeling tired though.

During the process of 21 days interval before my Level 2 attunement -

I was told to drink lots of water over the following few days and to take more rest, if the need arise. During the whole process, my teacher suggested that I observed my thoughts, behavior, reactions, feelings, energy, pain levels and issues. Many times I noticed an immediate pain reduction, an increase in energy and alertness, and a feeling of overall well-being taking a higher level..

The results from the Usui Reiki Level 1 -

I experienced an intensive "spring cleaning" in my life. You can called it 'spiritual awakening'. During this phase, I practiced self healing daily as instructed. On an emotional level, Reiki helps heal hurt and pain I was feeling at that period of my life and allow me to view personal relationships from an empowering perspective. It makes me aware of relationships and situations which are toxic, that might bring harmful patterns of thinking to my consciousness. Of course, the healing went in stages as many troublesome issues that I was experiencing were not created overnight. I just let the energy works at its own phase and for my highest good. I keep on practicing self healing and keep my faith.

Usui Reiki Level 2 -

After the 21 days, I had my Level 2 attunement. ( again, everyone have different intervals between attunements but I was strongly advised by my teacher to give 3 weeks interval for this Usui Reiki and learn how to use the energy properly and not rushing myself). With this, I am able to heal others through remote healing. It means that I can send Reiki to another time or location, person, relationships, situations and events etc. There are no time nor space restrictions. Geographic or time distance between the Reiki practitioner’s healing session and the Reiki recipient has no effect on the quality of the healing.

I've done many sessions for families and friends. All I asked them was to give me feedback during the whole process. It helps me to improve my skills. Some of those who I've sent healings to are members of this forum. If they do come across this thread, they might give their thoughts about this as well. I am the sender and they are the receiver

Usui Reiki Level 3 (Master) -

This allows me to teach this Reiki system to others and giving attunements. Also, this level exposed me to the deeper level of Reiki. It is hard to describe. All I can say is, I am healing tremendously, in all areas; physically, spiritually and emotionally. Those who knew me many many months back, knew I was a train wreck when I first came into this forum

As of now, I am still learning and giving healing sessions. There is always something to learn in Reiki. It all depends on the individual, how far he / she wants to develop as a healer.

I hope this helps. Feel free to ask anything, anytime. I will try to help, what's within my knowledge. I might not be in this forum often but you can always reach me via other members; Tanya, Bluecat, BrianTristan, Redpetals, Laie4, Captain, AuntBuck, Killasandra etc etc. They know where to find me

Lots of love,

x x x