Hi all...I am new here I am a Leo (July 30). My question is this...is there any way to get my Leo drive back. I feel like it might be buried inside me and never be able to come out again...

Let me explain. As a kid, I had many serious health issues so I was always at the mercy of doctors and hospitals, my leo determination got me through. Also never one to be looked down upon, I hid my illnesses from most of my friends (because you wants to be friends with the sickly kid?) Once I hit my teens, I still had health issues, but they seemed to be more controlled, and I finally emerged, I found my voice, I finally was able to be who I wanted to be and felt very confident. Then I had to have surgery in my 20's which saved my life, but left me with a hearing aid. 20 years later, I have 2 wonderful teens and husband and a beautiful house, a dog, you know the american dream. The problem I have now is that I am trying to find a job (along with the rest of the country), and I have no self esteem. My hearing aid helps but I still miss things. So now I am trying to find a secretarial job, where hopefully I can use my skills, but my esteem is in the toilet. I feel like I will never get hired, and I can't go for every job. I don't think people want somebody that doesnt hear well to work in customer service or be a receptionist..Or maybe I can. I don't know..it just seems as if before I could conquer anything and I was a fighter and now I'm trying to be positive and fight but it just isn't working. I need my Leo mojo back, but do you think I can get that confidence back? Anyway, even if no one responds it helped to get this off my chest. Thanks