The one thing that came to my mind is that you will probably be good at what you want to do. Dont worry about the walls. Keep on trying. People that have had to fight for everything they acheive are usually good at it. Dont allow anyone to get you down not even the devil. Trust God and ask him to help you and he will. Ask him to trmove the obstacles from your path by his blood, then see what happens. Good Luck to you, My Prayers are with you. Dreamer59

Dear Paulaj, Just think about your time with him, and the way his eyes looked when you were with him in different scenarios. Really look. Is there a recent picture? Look at his eyes, Are they truly happy??? Two weeks is a long time no matter what the situation is. Ask yourself, could you stay away from him for two weeks if you left him? Probably not, you'd get sooo lonesome for him that you'd go running back with your tail between your legs (so to speak). Obviously he doesnt feel the same about you. When things get bad with the other girl, then he will try to get back with you, but only until the next one comes along. YOU are better than that. You can only love for yourself, you cant love enough for both of you, or you cant love him enough to keep him. He HAS to love you enough to stay with you no matter what. Thats the real test ( no matter what ) This is one sided YOUR SIDE. I have been where you are, I would never hurt your feelings intentionally. Get on with your life even if it hurts, and i know how much it does. Anyone who can stay away doesnt love you like they should. He will always do this to you, and if you stay with him, you will waste your years, and in the end have no one after all. He isnt the only man out there. I know there is someone that will treat you right ( if you want them ) If you caused this then you need to call and apologize. If not then do whatever you have to do to get thru this. Then leave him alone. Later you will realize that no ones worth this kind of heartache, no one. I wish you the best, I hope you listen before you just get hurt more by this man. Take care, God Bless You.