Verdana, thanks so much for your words of wisdom. The universal energy you speak of is, I feel, part of the reason I am having this issue. I just dont know what to do with it. Not only do I seem to have this driving force internally, there is always something outside, and everywhere, pointing to the same direction...to contact this person. Almost like something won't allow me to forget and move on until I go through the motions that are meant for me.
I never imagined that this energy could be in focus for someone else. I just figured this was my own battle. What you said put some things into a new perspective for me. Thank you so very much.
Just two days ago, I was womdering where I might find this person. How to get in touch if and when I decided to. I decided to just sit back a while, and that I shouldn't force the issue. If it is meant for me to do, it will work out sooner or later. I dont want to be obsessive. So I tried to forget about it.
Then, there it was, yesterday, I had a visit from someone who I never see, and havn't for months. The conversation was work related, then about family, then of a mutual friend of the person I have been wondering about, and the information about where he was was dumped in my lap. I did not ask (since this friend has no idea what Im going through) It was more of a "matter of fact" conversation.
I walked away thinking, what the hec? The info was just handed to me.
These kinds of things happen almost daily, as if I cant get away from it. It seems more often when I try to forget.