thank you!

I read that aquarians live in the house of bad luck. God knows my luck has been bad all my life. So much so that I have just given up and seclude myself from the world. Everytime I try to come out in the world and let go something bad happens.

Well I feel so stupid because I'm smarter than this. I tried my best not to deal with him. I feel like I got played and I have no one to blame but myself. On top of it all I feel rejected. I know he is going about his merry little way with all his women not thinking about me. I swear never again, Im done, I can't and won't EVER be hurt again.

Cancer guy was trying to get at me for a minute. Only he admits to dating multiple women. I told him that absolutely would not work for me because I am way too emotional to handle that. He says he appreciates my honesty as well, but he still kinda comes after me. His explanation was because I was a challenge. He lives downstairs from one of my friends and one night alcohol was involved, things got out of hand and we slept together. So he says since then he has slept with only me. Finds me interesting, **** etc. We talk alot, he says he finds himself liking and mising me more and more. We share alot and the **** was bangin! He works in the town I live in so we spend breakfast, lunch and sometimes dinner together. But when I visited my friend he was with a woman. He said it won't happen again. When we're together it's an issue with his phone. I cook alot (and he eats) I broke my hand mixer and I asked him 4 days before easter to buy me a new mixer. He says: No problem baby, its on my priority list. I said to myself: self I will bet that he gets distracted by other women and forgets the mixer. Friday night we passed each other in our cars and he was with another woman. Come saturday evening of course he forgot the mixer. I told him I can't do this anymore. What self respecting woman goes along with something like this? Instead of making any adjustments he said: Since this is hurting you maybe I should stop contacting you. What was I suppoed to say? I was crushed. I simply said: thats fine. That night I broke down and called and aked him to come over and for the first time he refused. Probably was with another woman who knows. Shoot I was in love with him. I think he never really liked me and he's moved on. I know guys only come back if there were really into the person. Do you think I will ever hear from him again or lick my wounds and move on?

Cancer guy was trying to get at me for a minute. Only he admits to dating multiple women. I told him that absolutely would not work for me because I am way too emotional to handle that. He says he appreciates my honesty as well, but he still kinda comes after me. His explanation was because I was a challenge. He lives downstairs from one of my friends and one night alcohol was involved, things got out of hand and we slept together. So he says since then he has slept with only me. Finds me interesting, sexy etc. We talk alot, he says he finds himself liking and mising me more and more. We share alot and the sex was bangin! He works in the town I live in so we spend breakfast, lunch and sometimes dinner together. But when I visited my friend he was with a woman. He said it won't happen again. When we're together it's an issue with his phone. I cook alot (and he eats) I broke my hand mixer and I asked him 4 days before easter to buy me a new mixer. He says: No problem baby, its on my priority list. I said to myself: self I will bet that he gets distracted by other women and forgets the mixer. Friday night we passed each other in our cars and he was with another woman. Come saturday evening of course he forgot the mixer. I told him I can't do this anymore. What self respecting woman goes along with something like this? Instead of making any adjustments he said: Since this is hurting you maybe I should stop contacting you. What was I suppoed to say? I was crushed. I simply said: thats fine. That night I broke down and called and aked him to come over and for the first time he refused. Probably was with another woman who knows. Shoot I was in love with him. I think he never really liked me and he's moved on. I know guys only come back if there were really into the person. Do you think I will ever hear from him again or lick my wounds and move on?