DIANA07011961: I'd like to see what kind of vibes you pick up from me:
hanswolfgang: you are cautious, keeping distance from others.
MY RESPONSE: You are absolutely right! The reason being I seem to get my feelings hurt very easily, I just want to be treated with the same respect as everyone else is and that just doesn't happen. My defense is to not let people know how I'm feeling, hide in my shell. Funny thing I've noticed, the more I act like I don't care, the more it seems to attract them. It doesn't really change anything, just peaks their interests. All I want is for them to just leave me alone if they aren't going treat me fairly.
birthdate-July 1st, 1961:
hanswolfgang: you have a life-long conflict between your material, worldly urges and your deep, past-life spiritual heritage. Your displacement suggests trials in the realm of relationships. Your mission is to find the inner peace that comes through a life of service and dedication to higher principles. As your karma from previous births is discharged, you come to realize this and learn to follow the unwritten law of spiritual truth. In many ways you have put yourself upon the cross. Whenever you deviate from the law, or disregard your spiritual nature you seem to be unjustly punished. If you are material- minded you seem to have one problem after another. However, whenever you do follow the law, you are protected, finding the inner peace you seek through awareness of your wealth of spirit.
MY REPSONSE: Very true, I believe this is one of my problems that seem to make people see me as they do. It's not that I'm trying to be better than anyone else, I just have ideas of what is right and what is wrong. I don’t always do the right things, but I try and I have trouble understanding why it is that someone who doesn’t even seem to try to do the right things have so many people care about them.
DIANA07/01/1961: I'm at a crossroad in my life and trying to figure out if I'm going in the right direction:
MY RESPONSE: what do you suggest I try? I was married for 25 years, my ex (4/10/61), never really paid much attention to me unless of course if sex was involved. During those 25 years, he has pointed a gun at me, cheated on me-even gave me a STD, but yet, he always suspected me of doing the cheating. I couldn’t have my own friends, I really couldn’t go anywhere unless he came with me, other than work of course. After the divorce, I became involve with another Aries, (3/24/59), I started seeing the same manipulating behaviors in him so I broke that off and have not gotten involved with anyone else since. I need to get my head together before I open myself up to that again. I think what will probably end up happening is I’ll be alone for the rest of my life. And I really don’t think that will be a bad thing at this time.
Hanswolfgang: Do not seek security in money, being identified with your career. Be not material-minded, because... see above.
MY RESONSE: I really don’t think I’m seeking security in money. I am very frugal, but the only reason I’m that way is I’m on my own now, I am the only person I can depend on. No man in my life, and I don’t think there will be. I have a daughter, but she only contacts me when there’s something she wants, like a babysitter or money. I do have a nest egg built up, and no one knows it. I need my little “nest egg” in case I get sick, lose my job, or have some costly repairs to pay for. As for being identified with my career, I don’t think that’s a concern for me. I just don’t want to be in a position to be dependent on anyone for help, because that is when I find out how unimportant I am to them and that hurts more than not getting the help I’m asking for. I just bought a 50 yr old 3 bedroom house, my truck is 8 yrs old, I don’t wear jewelry, or fancy clothes, so I really don’t consider myself material minded. I just want to have the basics, as long as my home keeps me warm and dry, it doesn’t have to be new, as long as my truck will get me where I need to go, it’s ok if it has dents and dings in it. There’s no reason for me to wear jewelry or fancy clothes, I’m not trying to attract anyone, if anything, I try to hide or camouflage myself so they don’t notice me.