hello, im new to this sight. I need some ffed back on love .
First of all i ran in to my very first love im mean first in every way. me 15 he was 17 bit had id saying 18. Well anyway im still in love with him im am married fir 15 years to a wonderfull man. he my x is also in a relation never married, he says that he told me when we were kids he would only marry me. he felt that deeply about. Well in our get togethers we speak of the same things we both wonder how each other was and doing married kids etc. now im or have for the last two years have been having problems w/our marriage mind you this was before i ran in to him. my husband and i dont sleep together any more hes on couch im in our bed room.This has been going on for acouple of years he says its cuz i sleep w/ a fan and he doesnt like not being able to hear anything. also mind you the first 10 years this was not a problem. well to get down to it im not happy any more, i beleive we both try to be polite to each other but our minds are else where if its another person or not. im ready to find my own olace w/ the next 2 month. i guess what im asking if my firts love wants to try again should i ofcourse only when the dirvoce is final. i do beleive dating while seperated is cheating leagaly your still husband and wife. any advice could it work or move on its in the past???? help denver2010