ohhhhh your stories make me almste cry ...
Ofcourse, because i am also in some kind of "soul connection" with someone.... Here is some of my story, it is long story, but i will make it short lol :
Last year in August, my boyfriend dies of age 28, he had a heartattack .. and whole my life just ended and hope for love? welll.....it was just gone...I told myself I will never let anyone close to my heart, and I will never love again..... and eery day/night i cry, cry, was sad...and 4 months after ( 25.december 2008) i was surfing online, and I have no idea why , but something told me to log into one site where I had my old profil, where i wrote some blogs etc. and I did.. and there is aalways some fools who write to me, say stupid things and I just block them...ut that night, HE made a commnt about my photo, just simple comment, and i just answred to him, and we talked, but ofcourse, i was sad..... later on we continue on MSN, and he saw me on webcam..and his first question was : Do you beleive in love at first sight?..ofcourse I thought he ask me in generally, and I said to him, Yes, why? .. and he said to me : Beaus that is the way I see you.....
I thought he was jokking, and i am always negative lol ... But even he is 8 years yonger than me, he started to interested me....
Evrytime we are on weba, everytime he look at me , in his eyes I feel loveeee, and some kind of pain in my chest ....feelling is so intense, it is hard to explain.. and i think that felling will never be gone.. In the begining talked every day ...he told me he love me..i was in shock ..ok how that can happen.....he ased me about marrying him..but then after he pull back ... he is so afraid.it is like i know what he is feelling and thinking. I knew it from the beginning that he was hurt vryy bad before, but I never told him that ......and he admitted to me that months later that actually he is afraid that I WILL LEAVE HIM later on, he as hurt before... But ofcourse no way i wil never leave him, i never felt this way, i will go for it......but i know he is having hard time now,becaue of the past...and i will not push him..
So now last 2 months june-july, we not talk that much ...and i was sad.... and i think ok that is it.....buuuutttttttt.....he is comin into my dreams every 2-3 night..i dream of him, and i saw him where he is right now..
sometimes i start to cry suddenly, and i feel sad, and only think about him, like i am obsessed...so that is why i actually contacted one psychic, and asked what is happening with me..... and so on...... she told me that , actuallly we are soulmates, we were together in pastlifes, so that is why he felt that from th begining...difference is that he is not awar o that YET...he thinks he is imagining things... bt he cant stop thinking about me.. and when he do that, then i dream f him.. he is coming and telling me where he is..
Many of them tells me I need to be patiente with him, and we will be together........it is hard becase he is so closed, and dont trust people much ... but she told me that his love for me will win that fear ...
So girls i know what you are talking about.. my situation is little bit complicated because he have that trust issues, and we ar far far away... but something tell me not to give up on him ... and I wil not... i know he needs that time forhimself.... it is hard, and sometims i am so mad because I dream of him now more and more, and it drain all my energy, and i am sad because i realise how much actually i need him, he is like part of me...but i also know, he is my lesson..I NEVER HAD PATIENTE IN MY LIFE..so i Know , God sent him to me for a reason... 
ohhh it is enough ......longggggg lol...
Sorry my english is bad, but english is not my first language
Hope you wil understand what I wrote..