Thanks again....and yes you are right.

Thanks to the both of you. I really appreciate this, and Captain you are right, about my thought pattern, especially lately. If its not one thing its another. And I guess it does wear on your self esteem and confidence. I have been trying really hard lately to open myself up to a different way of thinking and believe in my heart I am worth all that and more.

You are right about meeting people and having connections, but I have never felt this strong of a connection with anyone else like this, other than my child, and it is rare. I have thought about me coming into his life to teach him something, but when I really prayed for the universe to show me a different type of man, someone who is my soulmate and someone who can match certain criterias I met him, via online. We did meet in person, and the connection was very intense and so wonderful. He is everything I asked for except I was missed one important thing and that was for him to be available, for my friend is very much attached.

I have been so confused about my life since my divorce, and I guess it really broke my soul, so to speak. I realize my life is much better without my ex, but I feel for some reason he has not let go, and wants to punish me in every aspect of the word.

I will make the impossible possible and continue to strive to have a better life. Filled with abundance. I will continue to love like never before every and all people that come into my life, because I do believe a reason, a season, or a lifetime.

Thanks again so much for your help. much love

Hi, and I have received some guidance from Hans, however, it is very difficult for me to understand his words. I guess you can say he goes much deeper than my understanding, and I am a pretty deep person, but I rather have it straight forward than in metaphors.

2010 thus far has been one hell of a year for me. Many many hard times, financially, physically with my health and other things.

I was in London the first 4 months of this year and had to move back to the US. I would like to go back but jobs are hard to come by. I have a daughter who is in high school and she wants to stay here, so I must be here although my heart is elsewhere. Money is very tight. My ex is not paying child support and has even skipped out to Iraq before a court order can be in place.

What do you see for my financial future, will I be teaching in the near future? Will I get my money from the Veterans Administration soon, and will my ex start paying child support?

Also, I have this connection with this man I met a few years ago, that is beyond anything I ever felt, I have been told that we are not soulmates, however, I get these overwhelming feelings when things are not going good for him, I know when he is going to contact me because I dream of him nights prior. I can feel it when he thinks about me, because the feeling run much deeper than other days, and I just cant seem to shake it. I feel that we are one and the same and he says he feels the same. I do feel that one day we will be together, but have been told that this is not true. I have tried dating and even tried to stop all contact with him, but it truly does hurt. I have never felt this before.

I just need some insight to see if there is any light at the end of the tunnel soon like within the next couple of weeks.

Thanks for helping....much love

ok...chasing mine own tail so to speak.

Thank you so much Hans for answering.

I do have some questions however, not sure of what you mean.

1. what am I doing wrong not being able to bring this attraction in my life for me to be out of debt?

You simply pointed the vehicle just in the right direction being too much straight on. (what do you mean?)

2. Your assistance would be much appreciated:

your are too much identified with money and security, with things.( too much identified?)

Put it this way, I have a daughter to raise, it is not easy living off of $581.00 a month. Having to maintain a home, with all the necessities like water, food, and electricity, plus maintaining gas i the car to get my daughter back and forth to school. Do you see me struggling like this very much longer?

The reason why I asked about my friends happiness is because I truly want to know if he is happy. We don't speak as much as we use to, and when we do its just catching up on lost time. His happiness is very important to me. And I really wish I could have a future with him, but if it is not meant to be then it is not meant to be. I have to live with that.

Financially things could not get worse, well yes they could, I am greatful me and my daughter have a roof over our heads. Its been difficult financially and been going on for years now. Since coming back from London, I have not been able to find a decent job, I know it is partly the economy, but what am I doing wrong not being able to bring this attraction in my life for me to be out of debt?

Also, I have a dear friend I miss so much, his birthday is 10/07/1966, is he happy in his life right now, and do you see a future with me and him my birthday is: 11/17/1965.

Your assistance would be much appreciated.

Bump a reading would be very much appreciated. Thank you.

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Hi everyone,

It has been awhile since I have written or even been on this page. A lot has been going on. I am now back in my home country and missing England all the more. Been having a lot of financial difficulties and hoping and praying that it will end really soon.

I have some questions about where my life is going.

1. Will I be gainfully employed by November?

2. What does my future look like as far as me and my friend go? Me: 11/17/1965 him: 10/07/1966.

3. Will I be traveling soon?

Thanks for any insight I really need clarity.

I would love to help i this> I am in personal need of this. Laid off from job, depleted all my savings, ex is not paying child support, and if I don't find anything soon, me and my daughter will be homeless. Like next month. Let me know what I need to do. Thanks