Wow, this thread is big already, what has happened to DeepSpiritAngel? Hope she is ok, no sign of her. Perhaps overwelmed? Or away on holiday? The latter I hope and resting. I think this thread should stop for now - NO MORE POSTS perhaps? There are no replies and DeepSpiritAngel has a lot to catch up on, if she manages to get back on here. It's just a thought. Look elsewhere for answers perhaps? Hope we can all step back and go elsewhere. Go for a walk and go with the flow of life. I know myself I constantly ask questions and just end up chasing my tail and get nowhere fast. When I release my hold and just be, my life feels instantly better. Life has a way of working out somehow, we can't speed it up or slow it down. What happens, happens,................................