i have no idea what "bump" means

There is an old boyfriend from 23 years ago that re-entered my life in 2008, and it's been a really difficult couple of years. His birthday is 9-18. I see that number on the clock almost every day and sometimes morning and evening. And, it's not just since he's been back in my life, I've seen it for many years, though the frequency seems to have picked up. Also, for about a year or so prior to his return, and since he's been back, I constantly see 11:11. Does any of this mean anything???

There is an old boyfriend from 23 years ago that re-entered my life in 2008, and it's been a really difficult couple of years. His birthday is 9-18. I see that number on the clock almost every day and sometimes morning and evening. And, it's not just since he's been back in my life, I've seen in for years, though the frequency seems to have picked up. Also, for about a year or so prior to his return, and since, I constantly see 11:11. Does any of this mean anything???

Aunt Buck, thank you so much for the reading. As far as ringing true, yes, I am quite fearful of committing myself to this relationship for fear of being hurt by this man. He has hurt me in the distant past (22 years ago) as well as in the recent past, and I'm finding it almost impossible to let go of the old ideas I have about him and open myself up to him again. He professes to love me but I don't know if I can or should trust his particular kind of love. When it's good between us on all levels it's wonderful, though it doesn't seem to last. These are the times I wish God would drop a banner from the sky ... thanks again!

#13, I think? Will Dave and I be able to create a truly honest relationship of mutual love, trust and respect, or is it time for me to say good-bye?