Hi All,

I'm a newbie to my psychic abilities and tarot reading. I'm learning to rely on my intuition more and more.
I figured its very important for me to start reading for others as I've only been reading for myself till now.

Please let me know if you would like a reading - on any aspect. I would request you to provide valuable feedback because I want to learn and grow.
Kindly do not ask for legal advice or connecting to ancestors, as I'm still learning.

Also, I've learnt a new spread for the Mars Retrograde. And it has been so insightful for me. So if you would like more insights for this period let me know.
We are currently experiencing retrograde of the Mars which will be till 13th Nov. This asks us to put our ambitious self on a hold for now as this is not a very action oriented time.
We may experience stress or delays now. Its better to use this period to reflect and gain insights into what the universe wants us to pause and reflect upon.

Pop in for an interesting read
Love

Edit:
Let me know if anyone is interested for next month forecast with respect to their love, work, money, health, spirituality!
or ask about anything and I will be using RWS, Energy Oracle, Moonology.
Waiting for my Morgan-Greer deck too

Hello, I'm sorry I couldn't compete readings on time. There was a lot going on for me personally. Thanks for bearing with me @Tammy01 and @Cutiee27

@Tammy01 Hey dear, I did your reading 2 days ago but couldn't post it and now I feel the energies have changed. Please let me do a fresh reading for you and post it tonight.
sorry, I had to help out cutiee27 as she was in much greater distress, so I did hers hugs

Thanks everyone for your requests. I'm a little overwhelmed with personal readings and I'm trying to finish these and get to yours. thanks for your patience

@Magdalayne Hi dear, welcome to the forum.
I completely agree with you, its exhausting being a tarot reader and a mom, its tough getting the time and energy to give detailed readings. I feel you , I'm on the same boat
Also, people do want free readings.. i know, its like when they can get an advice for free then why pay for it. I would suggest you getting on YouTube and doing free live readings for initial days if you are comfortable with. There is a worldwide reach to it and you will get your own set of followers. Soon, you will get requests for private in detailed readings which you can charge. It can be a slow start but judging by your experience I think you will attract more paid subscribers soon. I'm sensing you might be profitable there .. good luck ! and happy to have you here

@Jayann said in Open for Readings - RWS + Energy Oracle + Moonology Advice:

@dancervibes06
What are the decks you used to create your reading.
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Hey @Jayann - I used the traditional Rider Waite Smith for tarot reading. for further clarity I use Energy Oracle cards (love these, the energies are always spot on in sync with tarot). For a one card guidance/advice I use Moonology oracle deck.
I also have the 'Ask Your Spirit' deck which is direct messages from the spirit guides, I haven't used it in a while for other's readings but I was kind of guided to take it for Pisces18's reading and it resonates yet again.

As a challenge card, the Star would definitely indicate your inability to keep the faith/hope alive? Since it was after Knight of Cups and then followed by Three of Wands all as an obstacle the reading can be summarized as yes you have been daydreaming and have very unrealistic expectations of things today. It would be a challenge to keep yourself away from being very impractical, it means who are just wishing and hoping for things to work out on its own without executing your plans. The Three of Wands would mean you just want to wait for your ships to arrive and not taking any fruitful action.
As a whole, it would mean you are being overly air-headed and want everything to be like a fairytale, things to fall into place on its own without actually taking any action.

Another meaning I could interpret is if there is a situation and you are waiting for some news to come to you, then it is becoming challenging right now for you to keep your hopes/faith intact and it is getting difficult fr you to wait for the clarity to come. You want to rush the process but are forgetting that some things take time and will arrive in divine timing for you.

Do let me know which interpretation seems more suitable to you. Its a learning process always for all of us

Omg, this is the whole story.. I'm sorry you had to go through this but I'm so proud of you for taking the charge now and standing up for yourself.. You go girl !!
The universe bestows them who clear clutter from their life and create space for beautiful people/careers ahead.

Hey dear, oh wow, celebrity soccer player..
No wonder the Moon card popped in my reading and suggests illusions around his love interests.. I'm not sure if the entire situation can be trusted, i had a knotty feeling about this. ANyways, I''ll recheck but please correct the birth year for this celebrity!
Also, what would your question be - If this player will marry or friend in near future?
Is the PR person interested in her as well?
Or what are the PR person's intentions?
Sorry lil confused, but in my opinion celebrities and people around them can be tricky.

Thank you so much for your requests and your patience.
@Bluangel27 @Jayann @moonalisa @IrieEden @ashash01

I'll check all your requests one by one. It has been a hectic week for me.
Thanks

@dancervibes06 said in Open for Readings - RWS + Energy Oracle + Moonology Advice:

@Cutiee27 said in Open for Readings - RWS + Energy Oracle + Moonology Advice:

@dancervibes06 hi dear . Ur insights have helped me alot thanku for that . I recently done chandi path at home . Can I have a general reading pls ?

Hey dear @Cutiee27 - Thanks for your question and your patience.
Hope you are doing better! and staying safe in these times.
I've completed your general reading and will post the interpretations very soon today or tomorrow. Tc

Dear @Cutiee27 - Hope you are doing good.
Here's your general reading. I checked for past, present and future.
Hope it resonates and brings some more positivity in your life :-

Past Influences - Five of Swords reversed, Nine of Swords reversed, The Star reversed, The High Priestess

The Five of Swords is a card of conflict and stress as well as the Nine of Swords! Both these cards coming as reversed suggest that in the past all these issues reached a peak and caused a lot of anxiety and trauma to you. The situation feels like very paralyzing in the way that you were not able to concentrate on anything else in your life like career or love. It led you to lose all hope and faith in your belief system and left you feeling abandoned by the Universe! Don't feel like everything had turned against you. The appearance of High Priestess is again talking about this time where your heightened intuition helped you realize a lot of things ongoing in your environment. You trusted your gut feelings and followed your instincts.
I believe this was what helped you solve and come out stronger. It is also a reminder that you continue doing the same. Somehow this HP also resonates with the fact that you seeked professional help, you took assistance of other learned people who have mastery over mysterious, unknown and religious practices and that has worked well in your favor! Because in the present card we have justice!

Present - Justice, Ten of Swords reversed, Temperance, Death reversed

The appearance of Justice card is wonderful for your situation that finally things turned out in your favor. The present energies are unfolding in the way that whatever wrong was done to you will be reversed, everyone will get their share of karma. This is the card of cause and effect and bodes well for you. This is also a reminder that you as a person should remain righteous and always keep the faith in universal law of karma intact! Ten of Swords reversed means the culmination of all these things happening over so many months, the end of the cycle and you are now on your way of healing from all the suffering you have faced. However, nothing works instantly and Temperance is telling you to keep yourself balanced and not get impatient. Keep continuing the good work and believe that good things are in store for you in future. There is a need to find greater purpose in life, align all your priorities and start working on them, slowly and steadily!
The beautiful setting in the Temperance card also suggests to me peace and calm that is coming to your surroundings finally. Death in reverse however is strongly advising you to let go of the past and quite quickly. I think it tells you not to dwell any longer on what has happened, rather quickly shift your energies and thoughts to positivity.
We tend to cling to traumatic experiences but the more quickly you relinquish those feelings, the more quickly you will feel your inner peace restored. Don't let your mind hover over the past anymore. I feel this also has to do with your career now. You need to transform a lot of things in order to move progressively in your career.

When I asked about how effective the Chandi Path was at your home, you won't believe what cards I pulled! - I had goosebumps..its crazy -see the picture above and it would resonate
The Devil, Eight of Cups - This is so very symbolic for you! Usually the devil card hardly ever means anything to do with evil entities or satanist things but in your situation I guess this very clear. The Eight of Cups - walking away! To me it just has one meaning right now - that whatever negative, occult entities were present in your house have just fled away. Gone! And you needn't worry any more
How do you feel at home now? Are things better?

Future - Six of Swords, The Hierophant, Queen of Pentacles, Ace of Wands
Two of Wands, Ace of Swords, Nine of Cups

The near future looks quite stable, promising. The Six of Swords denotes transition from troubled waters to smoother waters, so better times are in store ahead. The Hierophant card is a card of structure, tradition and knowledge. May be you will need to be in touch with the priest for further things- like keeping the place protected and all, so that its not easier in future to be possessed.
The Hierophant card to me suggests that you need to work on learning, education and making right choices with respect to your career. Finish all the pending courses online that you can while in lockdown. The Queen of Pentacles is also about working towards your long term goals. Get methodical, organized and work on your priorities. You have immense talent to be successful in your career and can have a solid financial foundation but you need to work towards it. Balance your home and work chores. The Ace of Wands is a new beginning for you and I think it also talks about career to me, you will have new inspiration and passion to work towards your job situation. There is renewed energy and motivation.
From the RW tarot as well I got cards which are very positive for you. You need to now plan well for your next moves, get organized and have a very clear minded approach. The Ace of Swords is a card of triumph and success. And eventually the Nine of Cups is all about wish fulfillment, all your dreams of career, luxury, relationship will be achieved and you will be quite comfortable and happy

Oracle - Archangel Michael , Happy Family , What do you need to release?

The reversed root chakra card is suggesting that there is a chance of you to get caught in overthinking and worrying. Get yourself grounded and work on unblocking your root chakra which will help you feel secured, safe. Meditate with attention on the base of your spine and affirm that your root chakra is completely unblocked and in healthy state. The Happy Family card is wonderful to see
The Moonology card is urging you to ask yourself this question - what do you need to release? Make this a practice and write down in a journal, work towards eliminating them. Certainly there might be some stagnant thoughts which you can let go off and facilitate your progress to a better future, with a clearer mind.

love, light , peace your way!

@Cutiee27 said in Open for Readings - RWS + Energy Oracle + Moonology Advice:

@dancervibes06 hi dear . Ur insights have helped me alot thanku for that . I recently done chandi path at home . Can I have a general reading pls ?

Hey dear @Cutiee27 - Thanks for your question and your patience.
Hope you are doing better! and staying safe in these times.
I've completed your general reading and will post the interpretations very soon today or tomorrow. Tc

@Bluangel27 said in Open for Readings - RWS + Energy Oracle + Moonology Advice:

@dancervibes06 Any chance of meeting guys soon in the last love reading you did for me possibly have to do with an online forum. lol. I joined an online forum and so far four dudes have tried to get at me. lol.

Hey dear @Bluangel27 - lol, see I told you getting online would attract a lot of guys but definitely be cautious. Having said that there is also potential to meet some nice people. I would definitely do a fresh love reading for you soon.

@redlyn said in Help with reading:

@dancervibes06 Thanks for doing this for me- it is awesome of you. I found the reading very insightful.

You asked in the Eight of Wands Section how I feel about the split. I feel terrible, but I was the one to suggest that we be low key for a while. My ex had been in and out of depressive episodes where he would disappear without warning. When he disappeared for a month, I told him perhaps it was time to see a doctor, and that perhaps he wasn't in the place for a relationship but we could date later on.. It wasn't a proper split, more like, ok things aren't happening now and I get you are sick. He said he would see a doctor and then a week later blocked me without warning- Charming! I did try to support him with his depression, but I was in the middle of a PGCE and disappearing without warning was tough on me, as I had no one to support me as a consequence.

I like what you said about the Lovers card, and I think you are right about the eight of swords. It would be easy for me to stay the victim of this situation rather than accept that his behaviour shows more about him and he isn't well at all.

I think again I am trying to figure out what is real and true from people- like you say in the Queen and the seven of wands.

I can't think about finding love again, but who knows who I will be over the next six months, perhaps love will come, maybe it won't but I am unlikely to stay in a relationship where my needs aren't met for long again.

Dear @redlyn - I'm glad I could help in understanding your cards more. Thanks for reverting. It does look like you supported your ex a lot but sometimes you also need to fend for yourself, and thats just what you had to do. There's no shame in doing that and that is very wise of you indeed.
Yes, we should never compromise on our own needs. And there should be a balance in any relationship, the give and take should be from both sides!
I hope you find new love soon

@Jana-Star said in Open for Readings - RWS + Energy Oracle + Moonology Advice:

@dancervibes06 hi! I hope you are well. Lovely to hear from you? What zodiac are you? Just curious.

Well I had a pelvic ultrasound scan yesterday and they said all looks well. My problem has been the constant cystitis feeling and lower back and pelvic pain. I have now looked into something called mycoplasma as a cause. My doctors say they have done all the blood work, but they have never tested for that. I’m sick of the antibiotics!! I have also invested in lots of herbal treatments and supplements. I want to also correct any hormonal imbalance I may have in a natural way.

I just want to feel like me again and I also want to meet the gentleman from the last reading you did for me. Mr Taurus we shall call him!

Where in the world are you? I am in the United Kingdom .

I love your readings and yes both have really resonated. I can’t thank you enough. Thank you for all the readings !

Thank you for all you do.

Love and light

Dear @Jana-Star - Thanks again for being so kind and sweet.
I hope the next test results are able to conclude something for you and you get started on a treatment that actually works for you. Its good you are into the herbal remedies
Its jjust a matter of time when you will be able to pinpoint the exact root cause and hopefully get speedy recovery
The mention of Mr. Taurus makes me feel warm
I'm very hopeful for you!

I'm a Sagittarius zodiac and almost 2 months younger to you
I'm in India dear.

Lots of love

@Jana-Star said in Open for Readings - RWS + Energy Oracle + Moonology Advice:

@Jana-Star hopefully it is something hormonal . All other tests seem to be negative , so really it is just the pelvic scan and the removal of my IUD now to see if things subside .

Both past readings really resonated for me . You were on point with my love reading although I feel he is ready and I am the one needing to forgive the evil ex.

Thanks so much for the time and effort you put into my readings. Thank you for that. I really appreciate it. Very kind of you to take your time to do this. I hope your confidence increases knowing you are very good. Also I can feel your kindness as some other readers here can come across like they think they are superior . That’s just the vibe I get.

Keen shining and thank you once again

Dear @Jana-Star - Thank you so much for your kindness.
Having read for a while for you now, I feel deeply attached to you and your energies.. and there have been great messages coming from the guides for you. I hope my readings have been a source of hope and guidance for you.

I wish your health results come out good !

aaww, thanks once again for appreciating my readings and my composure. I strive to channel spiritual messages for everyone and put the interpretations with kindness as much as possible. Yes I do need to trust myself more. And I'm still learning everyday

lots of love, light!
hope your other reading I posted above, also is a helpful one for you!

@IrieEden said in Open for Readings - RWS + Energy Oracle + Moonology Advice:

You also said there was a lot of uncertainty and anxiety in my love life. That is so accurate! I often wonder if we can make this last forever. We dont connect at all physically(passion is gone), but we also have never had a date or break since our kid was born 3 years ago, so the need for a break is also correct. We have been discussing having one soon. We are also having a small party for her 3rd bday next weekend so, that was also accurate!

I am a stay at home mom, so I dont make any money for myself but hate being in the position to need someone to pay for my survival. And I have debt that I havent been able to touch for a while. I need to take control of my finances. I'm only stable if and because he is. I hate it!

With work, I think you're right, it's me. I'm not sure if it's how I get in a working situation or telling me how I need to be at work. Both seem right. I tend to be very methodical and cold at work, but because of BPD, I'm naturally more emotional, when the situation doesn't call for it. Way too emotional! So needing to be less emotional is called for and at the same time I can be so focused on a goal that I am ignorant to how I'm making others feel. I have a very hard time keeping a job or deciding what direction to take my life. This also affects my finances, as you can imagine.

Health was dead on! I am so bad with routine and discipline! So terribly bad, which leads me to extremes in diet and huge weight fluctuations. Bpd also causes changes in identity often. I change my mind several times a day about what it means to eat healthy and what kind of body I'm happy with, what sort of exercises I should do. I'm a mess!

Spirit was also dead on! I have days where I wake up and feel empty inside for no reason. I also have days where my excessive worried/anxious thoughts tear me down into a negative state that takes most of the day to get out of. I don't think I do enough protection during readings. I had left my cards on a windowsill with a quartz crystal and they all fell and some fell so far down into the panel that connects the floor to the wall that I now cant have a full deck. Also found a dead fly stuck btw my cards and the window. I think I need to give up reading for a bit, but I just needed some help while going through this, so that's why I even asked for a reading here at all. I did sage several times as well. I used to practice surrounding myself with light, but I don't take the time out to meditate enough, so it never feels like it works anymore. I lose focus too easily. Everything else has my focus these days. I definitely need to make that a greater priority! I can't even tell when its my intuition talking or my brain!

Moonology was very helpful! I have a very hard time with accepting situations. I want everything to be a certain way. I also require a lot of down time to resettle myself and heal bc being on all the time exhausts me! Feeling like things are ok as they are, as I am, as they have come to pass is something I struggle with daily.

Bottomline, your reading was exceptionally accurate! Thank you for going so deep, for your concern and for doing what you do! Thank you also to any spirits or energies that helped align the cards and bring insights!️

Hi dear @IrieEden - I'm sorry for the delay in replying to you!
I hope you have been doing better of late.

Thank you so much for all the kind words of appreciation. and I'm glad things resonated for you and there were helpful insights.
I read everything about your past relationships and present. Hugs to you for holding out so well, thats really commendable that you have manged to stay strong, maintain your boundaries and made the right choice. kudos!
I think whatever advices I could sense coming, I already put it out in the last reading. Please make your meditations a priority. And take time to breathe out!
considering your deck, I hope you can get all of them sorted in order and cleaned, consider keepin in sunlight. Search on youtube- music to remove negative energies and play them..

Don't worry, you are doing great already and I can already sense the heaviness lifting up from your aura !

Do you need a reading for your present love life?
I hope you are working on yourself spiritually and cutting cords from the past , which is pulling you down!
Take care dear..
And thank once again for giving me a detailed feedback
Much appreciated
Thanks thanks and love, hugs!

@Jana-Star said in Open for Readings - RWS + Energy Oracle + Moonology Advice:

Hello I hope you are well. How are things? Are you okay?
I was wanting to request a reading for my mother and me. I want to know please if she will ever reach out to me and show me kindness. Please let me know what you pick up and be brutally honest. I have no issue with a brutally honest reading lol.

I have decided to walk away and have her reach out to me. She is so unfair on me and family notice .

Her birthday is 4th March 1961 and I am 14th October 1986.

Please let me know when you can .

Thank you

Hey dear @Jana-Star - Thank you for your question and your patience
Ah, its amazing that I got this message about your strained relationship with your mother in the health reading I did last time. Like it was very strongly guided to me.
It was something I couldn't ignore at all but felt hesitant asking you.
I must thank my spirit guides/angels after all

Well coming to the current reading request about your mother and you.
As I mentioned what I picked from the past health reading was you need to reconcile with your mother, however unfair things might have been in the past but at the soul level, you crave for that oneness with your mother. and it won't change if you walk away. It will require a lot of work but there is a chance that things will get better between the two of you!

But let me do the fresh reading for you on the same topic :-

Root - The Fool reversed, The Emperor, Ten of Wands, Nine of Pentacles

What we can see from the cards is that the root cause of these issues between you and your mother is the innate personality differences of the two of you. And also the fact that when it comes to conflict resolution you both have the same way of handling, so it becomes a deadlock- not sure if I could explain it well.
In the past, she has always considered you as an immature child who took some irresponsible life choices or something that she wouldn't approve of- at least she thought so. She thinks you have been reckless and she doesn't agree with your free spirited nature. She on the other hand, likes to keep things under control. As a parent, that has become almost a toxic negative pattern in her mind that she feels agitated that she was not able to exercise her full control over your life.
Does this resonate? Eventually, she started feeling like she is the flag bearer of the house, who always needs to discipline her children and when they stray off, she had a hard time accepting the same. It is like a very weird stagnating thought for her, and eventually she just let go off, relinquishing any relations and with a thought that- its their life, let them do whatever they want, I'm not going to interfere. but she still holds grudges for this.
Also, as a personality I think she likes being independent and aloof. The Nine of Pentacles also suggests a bit of vanity, pride and show off.
Now I don't know how much this resonates, but there is a message that she wanted to have more authority over you, which she could not as you are your own headstrong person who doesn't want to be dominated. Being a mother she may have subsided her need to control eventually, thinking its best what you decide on your own but the lingering resentment is still there for her. She needs to release these negative blockages from her mind. It is sometimes difficult for parents to do that and to trust that their children also know good enough. Yes she had a hard time trusting in your lifestyle/choices or may be even love life.
Was there a particular incident between the two of you, that may have impacted the relationship dynamics?

Phew! This tug of war needs to be stopped. And I know how tough it has been for you, hugs you were looking for her to exude more motherly warmth but she just went cold. I think she had her own battles. I would like to give her the benefit of doubt too!

Current Energies - Seven of Swords reversed, The Devil in reverse, Nine of Swords, Four of Cups, The Queen of Cups reversed.
Clarified by The Moon reversed

You may be feeling like you now need to drop all pretenses and move away from all the drama. however, since I specifically asked about your mother's current feelings and energies, this Seven of Swords reversed depicts that somewhere even she wants to come clean, she wants to work on this relationship. It might be there in her subconscious mind, she may not be well attuned to it right now but there is definitely a desire to reconcile and collaborate with you. She also wants to put an end to this negative cycles between the two of you, but your aloofness now won't be helping.
With the Devil reversed, Nine of Swords, Four of Cups and The Moon I have a feeling that there is a lot of mental thoughts troubling her, almost to the point that is she having any mental health concern? Have you ever considered that? Anxiety, depression or BP? Narcissist disorder? I may be wrong but it would be beneficial to have someone talk to her regarding mental wellness and in that case she would need more support and love and with right medications she may start feeling more positive
Sorry, if thats not the case but something surely troubles her. Don't conclude that she is not affected by all this. She is definitely stressed equally.
The Queen of Cups reversed denotes her here where she comes off as being not very compassionate and nurturing, she is moody herself. I would suggest that she get back to her creative pursuits. I hope she can embrace spirituality and work on her feminine energies.
And as an advice to you that when it comes to her, why don't you listen to your inner instincts, may be your intuition is telling you something.

Near Future - Two of Swords reversed, Three of Swords, Strength, Death

It does look like you have been thinking of taking this decision to call it quits for quite sometime now. Now it is totally upto you to take your call. What I see that you will eventually walk off. But do you think that will give you the ultimate peace? Is it something you think works out for you? With the Three of Swords it looks like it will cause a lot of sadness and grief for you as well, we may be rash sometimes but find some stillness within you and ask yourself-do you really want to let go of any connection with your mother?
you know what either ways it will cause sadness for you. Because breaking off anything is tough, harsh on yourself. It won't be so easy for you also.
As an alternative I think its time to accept what had to happen, happened in the past and work on healing this relationship. It would require a lot of inner strength, taming of egos but letting go of the past looks like the best plan for you. You both can work on a fresh start. with the Death card here, I think it could mean two things - letting this relationship go or letting the 'old decaying patterns' in this relationship go!
The choice is yours.
I've asked so many times if she will come back and I got an answer as Yes but it would be very very long.. not immediately as she will also be shocked, sad and everything adds up again to the ongoing resentments. It would become even more tougher to reconcile then. and you would just lose a lot of time together.

Advice - Ace of Swords, Six of Cups, Ten of Pentacles, The Sun
This also seems like a long term outcome. The advice would be to work on clear communication between the two of you. Somethings need to be addressed here, however brutal it may be, be honest with each other as that will help clear this fog. Sometimes, to resolve conflicts we need to have heated conversations. Its time you both got together and did that. Look at the other three cards, all the two people are seen facing each other, talking face to face. And thats the thing you need to do. Once you have talked it through, things will get better, relive the past good memories. She wants that too! Remembering the good old times will help you both.
With the ten of pentacles, I have a feeling someone in the family can intervene.
Do you have a sister? Or may be your father can help bridge the gap.
The Sun card is an optimistic card and it is also about coming honest with each other. This card also tells you that things will improve, some things will come out in the open and then there will be more warmth in the relationship. do not give up.
also, for sometime it would be worth concentrating on the positive things that have been between the two of you, neglect the shortcomings for a while. More positivity will attract positive vibes in this context.

All in all, I see that things will improve and that's the reason I would urge you not to take any rash decisions and work on talking more with each other. Please communicate and address the grudges. it will solve the issues definitely. but you are free to choose what works best for you and your higher good.

Disclaimer- pls take it as per your free will of belief system-, In the past, was there an event when you did not support your mother? I feel like there is some past life contracts coming into play in this lifetime! I'm no expert here but I'm being shown something like there was an episode where you didn't support her and she was hurt, things got bad from then on. Is it this time in the past or past life, I'm not so sure.. Tarot cards suggesting this the world card, the wheel of fortune. In fact your oracle cards also , give an impression that you need to let go of past life debts. The Moonology card is the karmic card of repeating patterns over lives. The Seventh Chakra card of Archangel Uriel, also suggests that may be there is something in the Akashic records which could help understand this.

It is a great time for you to get connected with the spirit guidance. Your intuition will lead you, and guidance from your higher self will provide the answers you seek and desire. Find the stillness, quieten your mind and listen

Oracle - Don't let your past hold you back | Don't let pride get in your way
As I mentioned, this card asks you to let go of the past and make a fresh move. This is a karmic card pointing to a deadlock situation either in this life, or may have played across several lifetimes. The key to release this is to fix it now, else it keeps playing over and over again. It looks like there is a chance for you now to break this. And do not let your pride, ego get in the way.
I swear I actually pulled these two cards for you and not kept it intentionally here, trust me

so I'm not sure if I could help you, there were a lot of information flowing regarding this question of yours. I hope you could get helpful insights that can help you make the best choice for your own inner peace
and I'm sorry if this was not something that you wanted to hear lol but the cards are very strongly suggesting this. Feel free to let me know what could be interpreted differently.
And I wish you all the best.. sending you peace, love and light

@TheCaptain - thank you very very much dear Captain!
No amount of words can express my gratitude for this reading you did for me. Its absolutely beautiful, detailed and gives me so many fresh insights to work on this year!
As you mentioned, rediscovering my own free spirit and expanding, reclaiming my freedom feels about just right!
since the pandemic started, I've worked on my own self and now I feel I've come a long way in my spiritual growth! Your reading completely resonates about my freedom, explorations, letting go of inhibitions. And I've been doing that a lot. It almost feels like 'coming back home' for some reason. As a child, young adult I was this free spirited person..who thought could do anything, achieve anything and learn and master!
As me being a true Sagittarius all along and then as you know life happened, so many things like education, job, marriage, child, family issues..blah blah just sucked the very free spirit out of me! I started clinging to control, order and being very time-bound, perfection oriented. almost to the level of OCD
But since past 2 years, something just broke free from my outer shell.. it was the Lionsgate portal in 2019 and then again in 2020. and I've been exploring, growing and connecting with my spirit! and also my spirit family !! and even though you've not mentioned anything bout a lion here, but I feel your points were pointing towards just unleashing the lion within about reclaiming power, freedom and destiny!
so now since the last two years experience, I'm now anticipating this year's lionsgate lol, what new things its going to bring for me, and how tremendous it could be. I suspect now I may actually be manifesting it really

So 2021 seems like the perfect year to push the limits and just be free, accept the changes and work on my intentions.
harnessing on opportunities - I'll remember that!

and ya, communication has been a highlight for me since Feb. In my project role as well I've been enrolled to be the comms lead who would facilitate the company newsletter, employee engagement programs and host fun events!
I'm talking better with people I know, like choosing the correct words with family and expressing my true opinions and still doing it kindly thats something I'm working on and is a work in progress!

I don;t feel sensual at all though infact the opposite, but lets see whats ahead in the year

There is so much in here and I'll keep coming back to this post throughout this year! thank you so much again

Wow, about the past life- it sounds fitting too, even in this life I've felt sometimes like being the power behind the throne, but one fine day I just decided bleh, its my time now lol
Yes, my natural talent for reassurance, support, gentle words- are so true , I'm sure I carry this from my past lives !!

thanks for encouraging me for professional tarot readings on youtube.
And thank you for taking your time, effort, energies for this detailed reading for me. You bring in so many insights and your personal touch to these interpretations.
You really are a rockstar!

love, light, peace your way