I do hope that everyone gets exactly what they want from their cancer. I am to strong to wait around for someone who only sometimes wants me. I want to be in love and have someone in love with me. I want to love that same person 50 years from now, sitting on our porch swing watching our grand babies. I am a hopeless romantic and thought I had found my superman in a cancer.GUESS NOT....
Tonight I did a very brave thing....I threw my Verizon phone out the window going down the road and then deleted my Cancer from my AT&T and blocked him from calling. I can no longer deal with his mood swings or unsureness. I am a person to with real feelings and heart that has been broken and walked all over.
IF I cant have that great understanding lover I dont want one...I will just raise my babies, work and live my life to the fullest.