I am spending the holidays alone for the first time... I'm afraid.
I have no money, no family within 2000 miles. Just my two year old and me. I'll be working hard enough to try to pay rent, let alone presents and a tree. Its hard to get motivated to enjoy the holiday, especially without anyone to really share in it. I've regretted moving away from home. Work is going well, I guess, but not well enough. School is just about finished, my only interaction with peers... I have a couple leads on a family or a support group to take me in, but I'm lacking those essential characteristics of the season: hope, joy.
My birthday is 9/15/1990. Thanks ahead for anyone who would like to share their own vision..
Mine is kind of bleak..