Might I suggest a more disciplined use of the cards? Get a good book on Tarot spreads...there are zillions of them. Practice makes perfect and you will find that having the cards organized in an orderly fashion will facilitate your own growth as a Tarotist, as well as give you more clear and concrete answers to your questions. I recommend Susan Levitt's book, Introduction to Tarot, to all beginners. You can get it used on Amazon for next to nothing. Susan was/is my Mentor and Teacher (for almost 20 years) and is the San Fran Bay Area's most popular and respected Tarotist and Astrologer. You might want to check out her website as well. Blessed be.