I am 28 years old. I have been married twice and have three beautiful children and a wonderful step daughter. I have been with my husband for 5 years now. I love him with all my heart. I have always been more of the "wildchild" and he is very quiet. We are both cancers. There are so many things that we have in common, and many things we do not. Lately, I feel that there is a rift in our relationship. I can't seem to find work and he hates his job. I have tried to talk to him about going back to school and he says that he doesnt know what he wants to do. (He will be 31 years old in a few months.) This has caused a huge strain between us. He has told me for years that he is going to get up and do something with his life, but he is confused. He complains every day about his job and the little money he makes. He talks about winning the lottery all the time. I went back to school for a little bit, but ended up dropping out. I just cannot retain the information they want me too. I have always had bad grades when I was in school. I am not sure what I can do.
I am not sure what to say or do anymore. There is so much love between us, but everything else is what is not working. Its like we are some of the stupidest people when it comes to schooling and jobs. But our love is unconditional. Having four children doesnt help. I love him with all my heart......but is that enough to make it through?