he isnt completely controlling i dont stand for people telling me what to do u.. you tel em to do soemthign il do he opposite to piss you off....
-- i get wher ehe cares about my health and education so i dnt mindhim keeping tabs on those..
-- but he contradicted himself... n he tends to do it all the time.... one minutes wil be like nice.. n complimenting me co sof somethign i ddi with out realing it .. tell me to stop teasing.. n then when he made a comment i said many a tru word are sai din jest... n then that almsot caused an argument.. as i apaprebntly worded it wrong after i explained the meaning.. n he was liek shit if u dnt wnt the grab ppl attentionor u dnt wann do this u shoudlnt b dointhat.. i said calm down im not having a go .. n then it ws sorted ... then he goes jst rememrb imteh ex n il alway sbe the ex blah balh .. n its liek well if ur the ex why u so curious into who i date and ur theone that iniates alot of things...
-- our friends apparently had a discussion about us as they have wanted me to move on for a while and when they al sat antalked they came to the conclusion based onwhat they have seen n been todl that he obviously stil cares n has felings/ love and is in denial.
-- i then apparently confirmed their suspicions with wat happened friday n telling her what we've been talking about...
as her bf piotned out if he didnt care he wouldnt come when she needed him fast.... n he woudlnt give a toss wat she got up to nor would he care about wat happened with jason.....
i know they get moody and im used to it.. iv learnt to deal with it... i just wish i coudl work out where i stand.. he has hurt me once and i him... when we get together the chemistry nlvoe is pretty obvious and strong and the passion is ther.. i dnt know is its a crab thing where he comes out n retreats n is scared or ... and he never says things directly ... so i dnt know if he is jst tryign to reasure himself when he asks certian questiosn or makes certain statements for me to react to .. or is jst being truthful... I got told look at their actions not words as actions tend to be more truthful .. n well it showignhe stil loves/ feelings..