Shuabby Yes... I know.... that ... our relationship in 2007 early 2008 was based on me propecting him at all cost... He learnt a lot from me during those 12 months... Our relationship is on record as being a magical one... I have never is all my years... had such an intense connection to anyone before. I sort of believe that he needs me somehow... in his live... To continue to protect him... I am much more thorough about legal document stuff... and being able to discuss with Lawyers, Accountants and Government Agencies... I know their lingo... All of that tho does not take away the fact that he actually drives me crazy..... lol. OK... Maybe I know what I need to do... because I surely know he will be back. Thank you for being so kind in your response... So I am not totally loony... HA!