Hi, I saw your post and wanted to say I'm sorry for all the confusion you've had to deal with and hope you find some strength and faith. It sounds awful, and I can see how you'd be so tired, but maybe time will help and you can overcome some of these challenges. Caretaking someone is such a huge job and then to have yourself fall ill too is just very overwhelming I'm sure. I"ll keep you in my thoughts and prayers and hope you can post here and ask for some more help. Maybe on the dark energy removal thread? I hope you will continue to reach out for help....and maybe in real life, too there is some social programs that could help? Blessings, Chrionlady2.