Hello Aquarians, I am an aqua girl too (January 26). Lets see. I've read a couple of the post and I noticed quite a few of us were in some kind of health care field. I was a Nurse Aide for 5 years. Working my way through college. Now I am a chemical engineer. I love it.
I can be very sensitive too, I do spend a lot of time alone, but most of the time I enjoy it. The world can be very exhausting for me. I do cry in isolation, I don't want everyone, or cant let everyone know how sensitive I am. I guess I'm not brave enough for that. I feel like they will see it as a weakness and try to take advantage of me. That has happen before, didn't work out for the other person because I said I'm sensitive, not a freakin doormat. This is an ongoing problem I have as an Aqua girl, people mistaken my kindness for weakness.
I too, fear not finding a man that will love me for me. I have yet to find that. I always have to battle with them for me to be me. We cannot be controlled, we need to much space for that. I do give my all in relationships,but the ones I have turn out the guy does not accept me for who I am.
Its always something, my last relationship the idiot was an Aqua man, he tried to always tell me what to do with my money. Like he worked hard for it. Uhm I don't think so. Then he would always tell me what he didn't like about me, I finally told him, "If I'm accepting your growing gut and your gross looking teeth, the least you can do is accept my obsession with coffee and shopping with my money!!" aaaaa, that was the day I decided to be single again.
I work very hard. As we all do, (that's another thing my ex complained about, "you work to much! you should have told me your a workaholic") The more I think about that relationship the more I realized how in some relationships its like the roles are reversed..LOL because he bitched all the time. Got on my nerves..I avoided him a lot.
Relationships are not easy for us. Hopefully with this forum we can all support each other and stick in there. I am close to just having a few best friends, my dogs, and a few other animals and call it a day!