Thank you so much Captain for confirming what I've been feeling over the past couple of months. The last five years have been difficult, particularly the last two years, and I feel as if this was 'sent' to help me see my whole life in perspective and know who I really am. It's been hard work and a strange journey, but I knew it had to be done. I don't feel quite there yet, but almost, like standing in a doorway but not quite ready to go through .
This is partially because I have several options for this next phase in my life ( I retired four years ago), and am finding it difficult to decide a balance between doing what I truly want for the first time, and family responsibilities (financial and practical), now and for the future.
I would really appreciate any insight you might have into all this.
Thank you again, ChefJessie