For some reason I feel all kinds of emotions , like some folks want to be my friend for financial gain..weird as I'm on a pension(fixed income)
I do my best to help family and friends but others try to lure me on their trail of ideas, I want to be me and get along, trying to focas to help church with craft ideas for bazaars and inventing a game night for friends to gather and share fun fellowships
I am limited to what I can do physically, due to bad knee and hip and lower spine pain, mobility limited endurance for walking low, but I keep trying, I try to fit in in society helping others through crafts mainly but help other ways as I can mail drop off , pick up supplies, chat, socializing with bad leg is limited,but keep my best smile on and keep moving forward. I know I can't please all of the people all of the time, so many want me up and moving,, I am just not outside. I like my online groups with charities and find that a good way in my condition to still be a helpful person in return for the help others as best I can, but utterings of what others would have me more active, i be busy till pain takes me down, then i rest, guess i'm just overwhelmed. I want to be accepted as I am not conned or persuaded or pushed into things I can't physically do. Does any of this make sense?
On the upside of things my husband has ordered a new computer for me. I will be able to create better systems for the charity groups that I am able to help.