Captain, WOW, I have had those very feelings. And, yes, it has always been when he's had time. I do understand that he is very busy, but sometimes, I just want to be first I guess. But, when he tells me I am his "angelic elf", that I'm an "exception to the rule (regarding women)" and "the only one", I do get weak in the knees. I just can't say no. I'm not really ready for something totally permanent right now, and it is alot of fun begin with him; he makes me laugh, and he's really good in other areas too!!! He does love being around admirers, he is so very talented, he definitely has the gift of gab going. But right now I can't see myself not spending what time I can with him. I have toughened up to the situation over the past few months though; but on the other hand, I don't see us getting married or anything either. I'm just going to go with the flow, keeping my eyes wide open and staying in control of my emotions as best as I can. Thank you so much, you really were "right on" the situation and I appreciate your response. If you ever get anything else come to you about my situation, I would love to hear from you! Again thanks so much, CM

Captain - Hello, I am new to these forum talks and I have read alot about you on several different threads. I have been trying to figure out my current relationship and I just keep getting stumped. I get mixed messages from him all the time. We were friends first, but he let it be known he was attracted to me from the beginning, as I was him. We've been "seeing" each other intimately for about 10 months now; he's an artist (plays and teaches guitar, produces music, etc.) so he's very busy. I am confused, I want to let my feelings go and see where they lead, but I don't want to scare him away either. My DOB is 3/24/1960 5:22 am; his is 10/11/1971 time unknown. I don't want to open my heart too much if it's going to be broken, but I want to at the same time. HELP!

Thank you, Blessings to you. Celestialmoon

Thank you Jennisis, that was a lot of info! I hope that my 2010 will continue to be full of growth, but also balanced. I'm on a personal, spiritual journey right now. Its time to go deep inside to find myself again. I've made alot of changes already, and I know I am going in the right direction! My creativity and passion is starting to return, and that feels wonderful.

I know I am not alone, and I am on the right path--a divine path full of love and hope--for myself and others around me. Blessed be to all!

I hope you found a good time for you to work with the energy of the Blue Moon. I always like to use the light of the moon while I clear my mind before doing anything, but as long as you find a time when you know you won't be interrupted, its good. Sometimes the moon is not visible, but the energy is still there ( maybe its cloudy that night). I usually do everything late at night or sometimes during the day (I have kids at home), but its all in your ability to clear your mind, visualize your desires/needs, and your intentions. The Universe will hear you even if the moon's light doesn't happen to be shining upon you! I wish I could have replied sooner, I'm sure whatever you did, things will work out. Blessed be and Happy 2010!

The Blue Moon, being the second full moon within one month, is a very powerful time. If you have special wishes, desires, this would be the time to do what you do, whether it be prayer, ritual, special ceremonies, to make those wishes known to the universe. I feel that with the Blue Moon being on New Years' Eve, it would be a perfect time to ask for that something special, whether it be love, prosperity, harmony, peace on earth, etc, to begin the new year with. Take some quiet time to yourself, clear your mind, meditate, then light a candle and focus on what it is that you really need in your life. Write it down if you have to. You might be surprised at the power of the Blue Moon!