I have a bit of a strange problem....I've been blessed and managed to find my Prince. We met in a strange way, I knew of him before he even knew I existed, and I felt like Cinderela when we first kissed.
We only met in July this year, but had been chatting since October 07, and have always been very honest with each other, and he knows how I feel for him, and I know that even though he is distant there are certain things that he does or says that have that extra special meaning especialy coming from him, since he doesn't want a relationship. He doesn't even live in the same country as me, he travels bewtween cities, which obviously makes the whole thing really difficult for me.
I guess I keep holding on to the fact that I'm more than a friend and not just a booty call...but then I just don't know what I am.
Maybe I just have to let things take their natural route, but it is so dificult since I only get to chat to him a lil every day online...and he insists on keeping me oblivious in relation to how he feels, and why he wants me here waiting around for him. Because he does, he's not asked me to, but was happy when I told him that I would.
It's complicated hu!?