Good Morning arsia....i was reading your query and was blown away. I have been going through the same sort of thing (except the lack of physical touch). I understand that sometimes when one goes through certain patterns of excitement and disappointment as a child that the chemical reaction in ones body becomes part of them. The reaction to others, whether ones wants or not, is the same because we are used to it. If something feels different we don't understand or it may seem boring, weird, etc. For instance, my father worked out of town most of my childhood. I would anticipate his coming home; he would be tired and not very affectionate; I was happy with what I could get because I loved him so much! Unfortunately this has been a part of my chemistry. I meet men who are emotionally unattached, or busy doing other things and I fall for them. When I meet someone who is "normal" he is unexciting and "doesn't do it for me". Just a thought!
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