My name is Carla, I just turned 60 on March 3. I read on one of the posts where someone has been crying for no apparent reason. I have done this most of my life and usually something catostrophic happens soon after. I have "death bells," a strong ringing in my ears when someone passes. My most recent psychic experience was at the time of my son's death in July of last year.
On Friday July 18, 2008 My brother and sister-in-law came to town unexpectedly. They spent the night and the next afternoon when I went into my bedroom there was a black bird in there. My sister-in-law suggested getting a broom and plastic bag to try and catch it. I said no, that I was going to close the door and when I opened it again the bird would be gone. You see this was not my first experience with a bird in my room. On two other acassions it had happened, and on each ocassion someone died. I left the house on errands and had forgotten about the bird until my return home; when I went into the room of course it was gone. My 35-year-old boy came over took a shower and lay down in the spare room. I watched him carefully. I awakened him when brother and wife were ready to retire. A couple days later I had this vision of me in a hospital emergency room with my son hooked up to machines and I was holding his hand. I was then at his funeral and I cried. I told myself to snap out of it. Why was I having such morbid thoughts? My baby wasn't dead. On Saturday morning July 26, 2 guys came to the door and said Carl's heart had stopped; They took me to the house where he was and I rode to the hospital in the ambulance. I held his hand in the emergency room, where he was pronounced dead. A couple days later I stood on my front porch in the early morning hours and a tiny white bird flew into the yard for a few seconds then flew out and disappeared.