I'm a 15 year old Capricorn girl, now a sophomore in 2009. In the first few weeks of my freshmen high school year (2008), while eating lunch with my friends, I wasn't too interested of the new faces of guys around me in the lunch court area. Then out of no where I saw him. I was... captivated by this guy that I didn't even know. His tall, slim figure. The bold color coming from his clothes, as if his clothes were new and never had been washed before. He was so... clean looking. I couldn't tear my eyes off of him. Out of all the guys in the lunch court, I only saw him.
A few months I would notice him at lunch or in the hallways. I "observed" him, wanting to know more about this guy. Trying to find a fault or something bad of him so I would stop having this silly crush on this stranger. But I fell more for him. He didn't seem like a player (didn't have alot of girls ganged around him), varsity in soccer at our school since his freshmen year (he's a year older then me), liked to be alone at times (wasn't with his friends 24/7 jeez).
Some of my friends thought it was stupid of me to feel this way, I thought so too, but I couldn't help it. They told me "You know, you might like him from a far Lilia but you maybe disappointed if you get to know him, since you don't know the guy." I thought about it but it's just that... I had this very very deep feeling that if I knew him... I wouldn't be disappointed.
Since I was a freshmen and he was a sophomore I didn't have any classes with him. I'm not a shy person at all... oh not at all, I would of loved to get to know him myself by going up to him... but I am smart when it comes to dating, I do believe in man pursuing a woman. So even if I had a class with him I wouldn't talk to him first, that's my rule.
So my freshmen year went by, no luck. Summer came and I was still thinking about him. I prayed and prayed to God during the summer (I really did) to get at least one class with him in my sophomore year, cause I really wanted to get get to know him. If I didn't get a class with him when I was a sophomore then... I would of been very disappointed and would have to bear another year without knowing that beautiful person.
God answered my prayers. This year, 2009, as a sophomore, I got a class with him. I was so happy, I mean what were the odds? I was rare because I was a sophomore and now he's a junior. It's already October. Already we've had small talk. Our first encounter, he called out my name (I didn't even know he knew my name o_o) but it was to help him review for a test, but at least it's a start. The class is 15 people. I have 7 people who are my friends in that class. And he has 3. So it was easier to show him my outgoing, loving, fun side. Hehe my friends LOVE me.
I'm smart and answer very smart answers in class. It's a elective class for if you want to be in the medical field. Yeah, just this year I found out both of us want to be doctors, how cute and awesome is that? I totally want to get that guy hahaha.
We would have some talk but it was for something in class, no personal get to know one another yet. Sometimes I would catch him looking at me (seriously) I'm not afraid to look people or people that I like in the eye, so I look back but sometimes (alot of times) he would quickly look at something else, it was obvious cause i sit right next to him haha. Dunno if that's a bad or good thing, or if he was just looking, but it happens often and I don't want to think about it too much.
We're both in sports, I love sports (I'm in varsity tennis, this year he's one of the two captains on our high school soccer team)
We both want to be in the medical field.
I was totally captivated by him in just the start my freshmen year.
Last year he only dated once, this year none yet.
He's very sweet and nice to talk to.
People... I really want this guy hahaha!
It's just the beginning of this year but I know time is running out. Next year we might not have another class and when he graduates I believe that will be it, and i'll have to move on. I want to try really hard to get this person before time runs out. Really to be friends first and get to know him better.
Please help me. I might be a teen (turning 16 this year in december) but things can happen if I do try, wonderful things.
P.S. I know he's a Virgo because he has a myspace hehe. And also sorry about the long long forum, I just wanted to tell the details so you can understand my situation. [: