Hans

Very good story for my case ...clear teaching. I guess that everybody is in his on river, how to deal with the currents and waves without sink is the real challenge. In my case I do not feel exactly like any of the 2 straws, however the one fighting describe me better. I don't feel like fighting the will of existence, but trying to understand how to deal with it. I'm hungry for wisdom, knowledge I think I have enough to go by.

It is very interesting your comment about middle age energy flow , makes me think I will feel better. Since long I understood that the real search is inward and still most of my energy is going in other directions.

Definably the wisdom of your words will help me, I hope will be able to let you know how things are going from time to time and share some books etc. also here you can see what I do I appreciate your time and very much your thoughts.

Best,

capiform

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Incredible love for all...beautiful.

I.m trying to examining sacred geometry through art , I'm sure is supreme tool.

Thanks for the article it is so inspirational

Best,

capiform

Dear Hans,

You are complete right I did find some stability in 2011 after a crazy

hard working 2010, however spiritually I'm quite far from I would like

to be ...at least I remember better periods than this one.

Probably so much work in 2010 took some of the time of my practice

of meditation...I'm slowly going back to my bases but in a mechanical mode

is quite hard to find conviction in my routine, I only hope it will come back when

the astral scenery allows it.

I recently became 50 ...and with my birthday came a wave of uncertainty, questioning and reevaluation ...but not much revelation ...I'm more confused now when I should be a "mature person". I hear a lot about middle age crisis due to planetary alignments. I wonder if you know about this period in life.

I consider myself bless in many ways ...however now, good things does not count and only the negative and blurry feel my head.

I'm an sculptor and designer a huge part of my work is mentally... these days I feel like carrying ten heads and all of them looking in different directions... very bad for my work and concentration.

May be is just a short scaring period that I need somehow.

I read many of your posts and I could see how spiritual person you are and how noble the cause. Your words gave me a lot of hope and I want to thank you very much for them.

Best,

Armando

DOB: 12/31/1960 at 9:20am Havana , Cuba

moon: Gemini

asc: Aquarius

Since my last birthday , I have been in a soul searching and reevaluation, that I can't see very clear now. Is this associated with middle age crisis?

DOB: 12/31/1960

Ascendent: Acuarius

Moon: Geminis

I appreciate any insight.

Thanks

Archersbow,

"Don't give a perceived future the power hold you captive in fear."

I think those words will guide me for life ...I thank you very much even when they were not for me.

I'm very worry about the future since I was a kid, I feel captive in that fear and I do not find the way to help myself.

Your for sure your words going to help a lot....... THANKS again

sent again

here my chart if help

I recently became 50 ...and with my birthday came a wave of uncertainty, questioning and reevaluation ...but not much revelation ...I'm very confused now that I should be a "mature person". I hear a lot about middle age crisis due to planetary alignment. Did anybody when through this period in life...I consider myself bless in many ways ...however now, looks like that those things does not count and only the negative and blurry feel my head.

DOB: 12/31/1960 at 9:20am Havana , Cuba

moon: Gemini

asc: Aquarius

Thanks a lot.

I'm a new capi member, of course interested in astrology and what I don't know.... even when what I know is not well digested yet.

Is hard for me to guide and enjoy my life at the same time ...so, frequently I chase a dream and focus on it ....if I achieve it... an hour later it means nothing.... I feel kind of empty until other dream arrive to plays it's game.

However since I lived for a while 12/31/1960 ....I noticed about some periods quite more balanced where the dream is not that strong nor the ego, the pain, or the worry...I know I can not live there permanently but at this moment will be very relieving to know if there is one on way.

Thanks a lot

moon in Gemenis

ascendant Aquarius

Hi to all

I'm a new capi member, of course interested in astrology and what I don't know.... even when what I know is not well digested yet.

Is hard for me to guide and enjoy my life at the same time ...so, frequently I chase a dream and focus on it ....if I achieve it... an hour later it means nothing.... I feel kind of empty until other dream arrive to plays it's game.

However since I lived for a while 12/31/1960 ....I noticed about some periods quite more balanced where the dream is not that strong nor the ego, the pain, or the worry...I know I can not live there permanently but at this moment will be very relieving to know if there is one on way.

Thanks a lot

moon in Gemenis

ascendant Aquarius