Thank you Jenever 7 for taking the time to do a reading for me.
I suppose a lot of my confusion, angst etc... has to do with the lack of closure.
He was a difficult man.
I don't want to be with someone like him again.
I'll keep a positive outlook.
And you are right about having good friends and support. This is very true.
I count my blessings every day that I have them.