For my whole life I have been dating men who end up being jerk's. I always think in the beggining that I will be with them for a long time but they always change. Now, I have just given up all hope on finding someone who can love me and be real about it. Every day I just get more and more lonly. I feel like I will never find anyone any time soon. The want for a decent relationship has been affecting my life, causing sadness when thought about. Which tends to be many times a day. It isn't as if my image is affecting anything because (not being self centered) I know I'm not a bad looking person. I have been told that I am fun, outgoing, very passionate. So, is it me? If anyone could give me some suggestions on what to do, i would be so grateful.