Thank You a lot for the above post. It helps a lot because it confirms on how I also see myself too, and definitely working on it.
I saw a dream last night, and it was me walking carelessly, happily, barefoot in front of my building, trying to get home. in the way up I see the guy I have a crash on (waiting to see me - as he used to in waking life). I pretended I was busy in my thoughts and started to step up the stairs. When I feel his hand grabbing mine, stretching up, and I looked at him from the top of the stairs. He continued holding my hand and said, hello B, very softly and sweet. (he would never do this in real life) Than I kind of stroked his hand too in a sign of love. I woke up and felt so happy with that dream, for the rest of the day.
from previous experiences I know my dreams tell me the future, but there were few when they didn't come true. Especially in this story, I have a record of dreams and happenings that changed my all vision on spirituality and God. Very powerful. he was so unexpected to his moves for me, and I was guided by dreams only. every day he would show up, I was let know in my dreams and much more .... Very symbolically speaking dreams. I was very close to get into a relationship with this guy, but circumstances didn't help, so we are drifted apart. I think the feelings are still all there, but I kind of acknowledge that nothing can be changed at this point and I have relaxed myself and accepted with a good spirit. we still see each other though, and is not so easy.
But this dream it might be because I feel that I kind of missed this as an opportunity, and maybe is just because I miss his attention.
When you have some time and feel like, I would love to know your thought on it.
Thank you as always, B