I wanted to send you empathy and love in your time of transformation. I've been undergoing a similar transformation. It is like someone else has started driving the bus of my life. Another image would be, the river bank that I was standing on suddenly fell into the river with me on it and I am being swept downstream. My advice to you is....EMBRACE IT!!! It's kinda fun having destiny sweep into your life. Spend time alone, journaling or doing whatever you do to ground yourself. Self care will be important now. Breathe and take stock of where you may be headed in relation to your true essence and why you are here on the planet. I wish you all the best!
In compassion and love, Glenna