Thank you Captain

Yes please.

I am intuitive but looking for a secondary confirmation if possible to certify what I believe is coming.

I have been seeing triple digits, double digits for the last few years and am seeing things that should not exist in this realm or time period. Almost like shadows passing through like people, animals and lights. Also to those who have chatted with me before (No more Negativity in my own thoughts).

Thanks,

I will reflect on this and see where the wind takes me on this journey of life.

what is good in my life? My kids are the best thing that happened in my life and I love them dearly!! I left my home to make a better life and that has allowed me to change and be a better person but was a struggle to change my personality. I like my job alot and help alot of different people and have helped save a life once during my military years. My strength is a Strong will and caring about people even those I do not know. I tend not to show it always depending on the issue as I do not like to make a big deal out of things. My dreams are gone and no more due to what life has dealt me physically in the eye sight department. As being a USAF Fighter pilot and owning a horse ranch in Colorado. i do have a home I can call my own and at least 5 acres not much but I love the space. My other dreams were music but never happened and I see it in my daughter who I encourage too pursue her dreams. My son is very Tech and Engineering and I do the same for him. My personal life with my other half is not going well and I try not to push her but have tried everything i can think of to make her happy.

I once went to a psychic who said we came together for another purpose but are relationship would not last. So I assume it was the birth of our children who may change the world for the better in their lifetime. Some of the negatives that happened and i cannot shake is the possibility of having two other children and being told they are not mine by both women. One of which commited suicide just this past year or so which makes me wonder still to this day if her first child is mine. Secondly my Father passed away and I found out on Facebook of all things after the fact. Long story on that one but a few days later I heard his voice and he said he Loved me and was sorry.

Captain,

I can be a lone wolf at times and that comes from having a hard time trusting anyone from issues from my childhood. So I did adopt that mentality early on but as time has progressed not much so but when I truly need to be if that time calls for it. I was a perfectionist for a long time until both of my children came along and it just got too hard and caused many problems so I dropped 80% of it from my life. I do find that at most times I am right but never 100% as I seek what i need to know before answering some questions unless I already know the answer. I do seek attention and recognition for what I do and it rarely comes along so I dumped that too and just do whatever is needed to make things work.

I do have many ideals in my head for a lot of things It is hard to focus on people around me when we rarely share anything in common and they leave in a year or so for other places. I find it hard to make friends nowadays as everyone is on the net and has the money to do things while I get ahead only to get slap back down time and again as is such at this moment. I will be losing my job in two months and have already been applying and looking elsewhere for something more permanent even if it means leaving the area i'm in right now.

So anymore insight as to my future and what might have happened in my past to cause such issues as all I have been hearing is Karma can come back to haunt you. Who knows in this life whether I suffer such fate or was meant to live this life this way to learn a lesson for some unknown future life?

BW

Truthfully I do not know why I am here on Earth. My childhood was not great due to multiple family issues. I contribute to my family and give them what they need and go without for myself until I truly need something. I like my work but it can be monotonous at times (repetitive). My company changed my job title to suit their own greedy needs and cost me 10k/yr. I have been searching for other work since that time just these past 8 months.

I am truly though an integral part where I work at and am truly needed by who I work with here. They are pushing to try to make things better and give me an opportunity to become a Government employee (permanent Full Time). It is just things are moving so slowly. The other issue is supposed friends or associates who I try to communicate with and far away family members who never respond or call. So socially even though I try it is the issue of feeling non existent. Other then that my dreams and visions point in so many directions I cannot make heads or tails of it anymore. What I need there is a true getaway to actually clear my mind and that will not be happening for awhile. Sorry I am kinda ranting without meaning too but these are the issues in my life besides a few others. Any insight from anyone would be helpful and thanks Captain!

BW

Now that is a reply I can accept and Julianna sorry but haven't really been on here long enough to know the true etiquette code of conduct. As when I have read other posts and posted my own everyone in the world puts in their own request and yes even annoyed me a little. So I apologize to you all and thanks for the heads up. This is all I was looking for!

BW

Mesix's post of What is wrong with me?: Sounds so familiar to myself!!

Every time something good happens in my life all **** breaks loose in a matter of speaking beyond my control. Like vehicle repairs out of the blue, loss of income, loss of friends or trying to make friends. I am beginning to feel like I do not exist to anyone but my own family (wife,kids). As most times i'm only known when someone wants something that 80% of the time I cannot give them. I try to just ignore it and drive on through life but it just keeps happening time and again. No replies to emails or post and sometimes phone calls. So where did I go wrong in life or past life and keep getting/felling punished time and again?

I do have some of my own abilities but they never shed light for myself or people I seem to be working close too or around a few times. Just never gives me my own insight as when I was lots younger having major deja vu's. If you have any insight to help me and our willing then Thank You. If not no problem I wish you the best.

BW