Let me tell you. It has been since 7/23. No call. It's okay. At first agony, absolute agony; felt like my soul was being removed from my physical being, my heart broken, shattered, glass, bits and pieces. I cried, pain, agony. My son the absolute GENIUS left his dog with me. I had to walk her, I had not choice. Walk we did.... We walked, and walked, and walked. and I thought, and thought, and thought. And then I started noticing the sun rising on the mountains and the feeling, how it lifted my soul and my spirit. I saw coyotes come down from the mountains, shy watching me but keeping their distance. I saw the seasons change and EACH DAY it got BETTER and BETTER. The pain subsided, it eased, it diminished, it healed. This live being (dog), this angel sent from heaven, she has been with me. Making me, FORCING ME to exciercise.
AND GUESS what??? I write, I journal, I release. Affirmations, release, The Law of Attraction!!!
It brings this spiritual, rich, amazing ANGEL. WOW! I am in awe
Do I think about the Virgo? Absolutely! Just the other day a song came on the radio. Flash back to love. A cd arrives in the mail from his best friend of a trip we took before we broke up. Is it the universe singing songs to me? Calling me? Maybe, possibly
At the same time, I walk, and walk, and walk and walk until I cannot walk anymore. I write about how I feel, I release, figure who I am, what I want, WHAT I DESERVE
This angel reaches out to me. This spiritual man, this deep being.
I dont know what will come of this. The universe, God, heaven has been so gracious to me. To allow me to LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, and LOVE again. Why am I so deserving. To allow me to find perfection after devastation?
This is my message. There is HOPE. There is the promise of tomorrow and things that will lift you to the heights of heaven on earth. YOU DESERVE THIS! You DESERVE TO BE LOVE, APPRECIATED, VALUED!!! So do I!!! Let's find it together. Let's have HOPE and vision. Let's sing him to us. Write it down. Who is he? What does he look like. What is his personality. Let's sing him to us. Never lose hope. There is always tomorrow and it can bring things beyond your dreams and imagination. Start believing that you DESERVE. he will come
Peace and blessings...Bellaflor