Thank you for responding, I have posted this same situation twice before but still no reply or advice. To answer your concerns... From what he has expressed to me he is tired of the family drama, our current locaation, and the relocation is his ticket out of here...ECT He already had the connection being a employee already.... Im not/dont.....I had the opp but not the funs to go south. The baby stuff was extream ....it goes in one ear and out the other. It took at lot of gut to tell him...... I feared that at anytime he could walk away like he did in the past, that Im not going by his actions more so than is words, and at anytime tell me if he changes his mind about anything AND do not have me moving and looking for work if you decide you want something different or is not sencier. I have also expressed to him that I do have back up plans as for as relocation. The prob is work opps have yet toshow them-selves ....I didnt tell him that part! At this point I must take my emotions out of the eqution, stay busy and watch.....waith for the Lord to show me his true colors, hopefully BEFORE

ThankYou !

My mistake I should have explained : I would like Adivce about the changes. My aunt(3/2 48_9) told be about a casino job and a opparatunity to relocate and reconeted me with a old friend she works with who took me on a date paid for everything but walked away with no explination 2009 until almost a month ago when we stared talking again. The way things are going with this job opp im finding out more and there s always challenges (they dont pay for relocation)ECT. Hen(12/2-3/ 77 Wants me to come south with him vise-versa who ever gets the job first,saying he will be happy once we have our own place,baby, ECT. I had hope up BUTTTT I DONT WANT TO BE SOMEONE ELES FOOL and just take it day by day and get to know him again. Am I waisting my time on a pipe dream. THIS JOB OPP.EXSIT FOR ME AND DO HE REALLY WANT ME & MAKE TO MAKE MAKE UP FOR WHAT HE DID ? My aunt tend to think highly of him because he s a hard worker and a gent.

Smiles!!! Thanh you mych for you input ....ECT. I will another look at my first post. I Must be honest I feel much better than I did months ago and the family and a few friends just got over a lil rough patch but I take it one day at a time.! I have always loved arts and craft but slowly geting back to where I started before I found my pashion for graphics! I want to introduce the craft book to other who need a pick me up! There have been a few changes and possible oppartunities has also giving me a reason to smile but I would like your advice on your time! Again Thank You and Everyone!

I agree with you and was thinking of crafting a binder book with pictures, motivational poems, colors, thing I love......positivity book or something to help strengthen my inner self! Do you have any suggestions or would the binder be a pretty good start?

Danye. 1/16/1981 These past 2-3 weeks have been busy. Funeral, papa and aunt in hospital,church events, family & friends inviting me places ....even those who never call and a old flame I was re-conscted with thanks to another one of my aunths.... Some reason I feel overwelmed with others drama & and constant phone ringing but I still try to be a listening ear but it to much! FRIEND A 10/25 (31) Loyal trust worthy loving but talks more about daily life drama,than positive ,time controlling . OLD FRIEND H :Sag. 12 /2or3(34) is this a chance to rekenhdle and make work or only a chance to get closeure and walk away before getting hopeful. He show up around the month a psychic mentioned March ,would not feel like a stranger but he does not have blue eyes and not a water sign...the same one who walked away with no explination. Me as a person I want to be , feel , look,walk and talk,feel, betteR!

Hi patch love. Time told me a lot about this guy Nov-Feb I didnt know history until a CO friend got a bgcheck on him. And for some reason I have to save, and share with those who dont have it as good as I do or did. I have both Educated/Successful and Wild : teen preg, fighting, lots of children per-couples so on but some have change for the better but both like to party. Im no better than anyone just blessed not j

have been so shelterd and know that education and wanting something better !

Uha he back in jail or mental institution months aaaago!

Sorrh for the ertor , its hard as heck typing all this on a cell!

These past 2-3 weeks have been busy. Funeral, papa and aunt in hospital,church events, family & friends inviting me places ....even those who never call and a old flame I was re-conscted with thanks to another one of my aunths.... Some reason I feel overwelmed with others drama & and constant phone ringing but I still try to be a listening ear but it to much! FRIEND A 10/25 (31) Loyal trust worthy loving but talks more about daily life drama,than positive ,time controlling . OLD FRIEND H :Sag. 12 /2or3(34) is this a chance to rekenhdle and make work or only a chance to get closeure and walk away before getting hopeful. He show up around the month a psychic mentioned March ,would not feel like a stranger but he does not have blue eyes and not a water sign...the same one who walked away with no explination. Me as a person I want to be , feel , look,walk and talk,feel, better !