Its been a busy few weeks.
Thanks to all!
Everything everyone said makes sense to me in some form or another. It is good to feel like I am not alone in this situation. Meaning am I the ONLY one that goes through this process? You know you have to go forward, but you get stuck, give yourself the prep talk and move on for it to only last a while and then come back. Rinse repeat. I am however in the last month really really thinking of everything and it is in fact time to close this OLD chapter. I have so much going on right now and so much to look forward to. My life is busy and it seems to get fuller by the day, no use of carrying around dead weight.
He has also chosen not to have a relationship with our daughter and there is now a wedge forming with our son. He doesn't want to be with his father now either.
I know with a lot of prayer and dedication I will do my best with my children, even if it's on my own, some how some way God always makes a way for me. Time to remember that I need to put my faith in Him. Be busy with my own life and maybe just maybe one day when I least expect it & have time....lol really my schedule is getting HECTIC....Mr. Right will one day appear.
Thanks to all of you again. I can honestly say I can relate to every personal story that was shared with me. Thanks for the time. I am sorry to be so late getting back, but I've been working through all sorts of "mental" things this month! I am beginning to look at things differently and starting to be very thankful for my new life and hoping that it is going to turn out as great as what I expect it to.
My love to each of you!