OK THANKS...YOU ARE RIGHT.

This is confusing because i honestly feel this with him. Even if we are appart for six months or more, we connect immediately as if we've never parted.....deep, deep, love........i've been around the block a few times and have never felt this with anyone else, maybe im confusing deep soul connection like you said, what is the difference between deep soul connection, and Captain what would you do in my shoes, leave him alone or keep a connection., eq.answer when he calls ?

Blessings,

Nikki

Shed me some light please tell me, what is real passion????

Nikki

Thank you Captain, you are helping me a great deal, more than you'll ever imagine., finally helping me put this to rest and in the right perspective. I was correct in withdrawing from him than, glad i didn't answer his attempts to keep contacting me, i think it was lust, not love and he is NOT a good friend to me. Friends dont treat friends in this manner...........I must see it for what it really is once and for all., yah im finally reaching another level....whew.......................... Your the BEST>

Blessings,

Nikki

Wow, very very accurate. However i will not chase anyone. He was forced to leave town. However he could continue to see me and he has chosen to only call when it's convenient for him. Although i love him he may not be the best choice for me afterall, I have finally learned to set boundaries. She can have him if she wants him because i am quite confident which i have learned, believe me it took several hard painful lessons, years, in fact, and "she is not me"....Perhaps it was a love for a season, i learned a hec of alot with this relaionship, am a wonerful woman, quite the complete package in which any man would adore.. I will wait it out and see what happens....He i calling and texting me and i am not responding. Thank you so so much, your time is so appreciated. Quit my job three weeks ago an have had endless fantastic opportunities since, It's all faith and attitude, i've turned these situations over to god. Hit the nail on the head with love and career.

Blessings,

Nikki

HI, omg, he is trying to return again, i predicted this today hrs. before he contacted me, to the day, how is this possible that i know beforehand, he will try and contact me, and always know exactly when, it's been like 18 days. since we last spoke, 4 months for contact. He left me and left town, 4 months ago but cannot seem to let go. I think the solar eclipse may have something to do with this. It is so hard for me. I feel such a deep connection with him even when we are not together. I have not yet reponded to his text. I get quite obsessed with him and am doing very well, well as good as can be expected, getting stronger as days go by, realizing my self worth, independance, god and much self love is transpiring. I wish for the same for him.....deep in my soul i feel we are meant to be together. 10-31-65, he is 2-19-81, what do you think, can you do to help reveal the truth for me....thanks in advance.....kind regards to you...Nikki

Hi Captain,

It's Nikki again. I am going through so many changes. Please a reading when you have time, on life, love and career in the near future. Thank you, 10-31-65.

Nikki

Anytime my friend, wow i got goosebumps because i hav been there and someone once told me that, changed my entire thought process. We must share these life lessons with others, i believe it is truly why we are all connected, to help one another.

Peace

Nikki

ZENDI,

44 is a grown man, noway....he needs to lose you unfortunately, to see your value, i'm sorry. mine is only 29 so i gave him the benefit of the doubt, and even he knew AT THAT YOUNG age what he was losing , it took some time and patience on my part, and some great growth, and self love as i lost myself oh so many sad times, in desperation to hold on to him, he always comes back, After 5 years, he changed for me, we were exclusive, it is me who must pass the test now, to set boundaries, but it has only made me a very very strong womAn and if anything i know what i DO NOT WANT, AND WILL NOT TOLERATE, i had to show him this behavior was not acceptable and he would lose me, he chose not to. i had to show him in the beginning, but pulling back, it was worth it for me, we live and learn, someone out there would love to love you, and it will not be so heart wrenching...Love is not that way.......you know in your gut gurl, you've already said it.......felt it.........But just pull back if you never have, we have to try something different, it may turn out in your favor, if he really loves you, or it may not........For love it's the chance we have to take.....Ya know what i know, ? they're is only one me, one you, you are special, nobody else can be like you, your self-worth is invaluable, believe it......not one of us is alike....He cannot replace you!

Nikki

but mostly let him know your serious, don't give in.....waiting game, preoccupy urself........:)