Just came back to again say thanks and to update a little, I'm sorry if I left abruptly, yes Blmoons response was shocking but to each their own I am no one to judge her or her response she is entitled. I know it's a touchy subject so I understand her reaction. I needed to reflect a little and think things through without letting my fear get in the way I do in fact love this guy and had to think rationally.
While in his car I found the picture of us he used and that was my way to confront the situation he came clean and told me he had started a ritual to bring peace into our relationship. I was feeling scared, sad and confused things that I know are not good and maybe to prove a point that his rituals don't work I broke up with him. I know he meant no harm to me I truly believe that, but trust is huge and he crossed a barrier by even starting a ritual. I agree with Livingadream after reading and talking to others I do believe this religion is used more to help people than anything but again trust was broken. It's crazy how fast everything happened and changed I love him deeply but I can't go up against these rituals I feel like its a battle I will never win or understand. For now I'm heartbroken and even more sad than before but know in my heart that I could not be with someone and be in fear of what was being done to me.
Thanks again to everyone who did not run lol but instead tried to understand and shed some light and help me out. So nice to knw there is a forum like this where people can open up and ask questions others would never understand. I know for me this was the case I would never have been able to speak to my friends about this so again thanks for the prayer, the comments and well wishes they made all the difference!