@Shadow Mist, I really don't have male friends, only very few and I have platonic love for them. When I say, "I just want to be friends with you." to a guy I keep my word. The guy I'm talking about lives in So Cal and I live in the Mid-West (Northwestern Indiana). I did have some guy I went to high school with that's a Libra try to ask me out, and I was firm with him that I ONLY and mean ONLY want to be friends with him, no relationship at all. I'm sure you know I'm an Aquarius, hence the the name AquaLatina. Every is telling me to date and move on, but it's not that simple with that long of a history with someone. He told me he needs a break, after he and I fought and talked about it. I like communication, when there isn't any that's when I start to ask questions. It's almost been a month of not talking to him, and it sucks. He and I had great conversations. When I stood with him and his family in August, his mom(She's an Aries) and grandma(She's a Gemini) really were nice to me and they seemed to like me a lot.He knows why I came back home, due to the fact that I'm still in college. I kind of feel whatever his ex-girlfriend did to him he's doing the same to me, for what reasons, I have no clue. They say he and I are compatible since I have an Earth sign as my moon, which is Capricorn. I told my mom that I need to see a therapist since it's hard for me to shake off, also I'm still dealing with the death of my grandma (She was a Pisces) and next month on the 6th, she's been gone for a year. I hope this year is better and he'll realize what I meant to him. I still love him though he made me cry and broke my heart.