@virgogirl64< yeah I think this is the right thing to do, Its almost like you know me personally....... I will do this its just so hard to do when we both don't trust each other. I haven't given him any reason to find me untrustable, but he gives me every reason. like he still talks to his ex's, they still stop by and see him. That hurts like hell, because i have alienated all my friends of the opposite sex because he is insecure. He won't do that for me so im left with slowly not caring about him....... he doesn't even realize what hes doing to me, its that or he doesn't care.
im at the end its either the right way or no way at all, im ready to motion my life and I need him to stand tall or sit down.... you know I love him and i am truly in love with him but I cant agree with his way of doing things
I think he is triggering it in me.............Why ?? well because when im thinking of him doing things the thoughts get bizzare and outrageous..... there is no boundaries when im thinking about him cheating on me. I could be in his house in his room and i still don't want him to close the door because im thinking things like he has another women in the next room, or hes on the phone privately...... idk tell me what you think