Hello Firefly. I would first like to say how generous of spirit you are to give help to so many people! I hope that one of us can help you back someday if you need us to. I know I would certainly try!
Anyhow, I would like an answer to a question if that is ok?
Just recently I have been experiancing detrimental circumstances in my job and am at the point of losing my job due to some fault of my own (I think) as people there are so deceptive and I have never really been accepted. I have been there two years and things are coming to a head. I have tried to take remedial action before but the effects are only temporary. People are not really willing to help me if I need it (we are supposed to be a team) I have been left to cope in soul testing cicumstances but have worked hard and done my best in difficult circumstances. I know losing my job may be a blessing in disguise but now I find that I don't really want to continue in another job of the same kind (although I don't have that option yet)! I was wondering if the cards could give you some indication of the direction I should take or in what vocation I should aim or train for? I just have to mention that I am the sole breadwinner in my household and don't really have any financial backup to help in the future. This is worrying me obviously and is motivating me to get another job of the same kind which will take up all of my free time so that I cannot train for any other vocation. I have been unhappy for a long time about this aspect. I thank you so much for your help and hope I may be able to help you in the future! Love and light, B.