hi guys, iv been through a bad time quite recently so thought i would share my thoughts with you and get your opinions.
in december 2008 i met this really amazing guy on myspace..we hit it off in the very 1st conversation, he wos someone i could talk to about anything and everything. we exchanged msn adds and continued talkin, then he gave me his number and we would talk for hours and hours everyday..then 2weeks later he asked me if we could meet up, i wos abit hesitant at first and told him i dont just link up guys just for abit of fun, it has to go somewere and said he understands and he playing me around so we met up on the 27 december. we connected so well it wos unbelievable..we talked and talked about everything, i had never been like this with anyone..time went by really fast and we both went home after. we continues talkin and on january 12 2009 he asked me out and i said yes...then on valentines we linked up and had a great time..this guy wos amazing, so sweet and loving..then few days later we had a small arguement but made up the next morning..then we had about 3/4 more arguement but always made up in a day..we even linked up on his bday on april 14 and i got him a ID bracelet and a card in which i told him even though we argue on small things i always love him..then we linked up on 25 april and had a great time...the next day in the evening we had a small misuderstanding and he told me to got to hell and cut the fone off. the next day he dint ring or text me but did text my m8 and told her what happned and it seemed like it will be ok....later on i text him sayin why he dint ring me after he finished work..somehow it turned into an arguement and he just started having a go at me..then all of a sudden he txt sayin UR DUMPED! i just couldnt believe it..from then on he just dint want 2talk 2me at all..i apologised a million times..he dint answer my calls..dint ring me and told me 2fuk off and he dint wana kno what i had 2say..i tried for 2weeks just tellin him how much i loved him and not to let these small fings get in the way..i even begged him for a last chance but he dint wana know at all.
now i really dont know what to do..this guy told me he luved me and how he would do anything to make this work..we talked about marriage and he said he will make it work..he promised he would never leave me and now he doesnt even want 2talk 2me.