I was with my boyfriend for 5 years. He is a gemini and I am an aquarious. The last year of our relationship he turned into this person i didn't know. He was angry and depressing and it hurt us so bad i broke it off at the beginning of this last summer. Problem was i was still in love with him so i continued "parts" of the relationship just not the title. In august my best friend convinced me to not talk to him for a while to clear my head and she took that time to get close to him and convince him i was bad for him. When i realized I had made a mistake it was too late and he now hates me. Or atleast sometimes he says he does. He sends ridicously mixed signals but all are extreme either hes driving and hour away to spend his anniversarry with me for 8 hours straight ending in a 5 min hug in the rain crying or hes completely ignoring me telling me he hates me. I am so torn b/c i cannot seem to begin a new relationship with anyone its been over 6 months and the "butterflies" just arent there for anyone else. I seem to be hurting so many boysi feel like hiding in my room b/c i don't want anyone else but my ex. I don't know where else to turn because i can't figure him out and i know him better than anyone else. He treats his new gf completely different than me. He treats her very cassually refuses to say i love u to her talks about never getting married and hits on other girls. With me I was his entire world and all we talked about to everyone and eachother was how we would spend our future together. any advice would be wonderful I feel like i'm gonna be stuck the rest of my life waiting for him and the pain is ridiculous.
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